My name is Michele and I need to talk to some other women that are going through/have gone through what I'm going through. I feel like I can't talk to anyone around me b/c they haven't been through what I've been through and sometimes I just feel helpless.
For starters, DH & I have a wonderful son, just turned 3. I've had 2 m/c since DS, the first when he was around 10 months and the most recent was Dec of 2009. I thought that if I went back on bc it would help even out my hormones or might help with something. So back on bc I went. Now we've been trying since Oct 2010 to get preganant and nothing. OB said I could not go for testing until we've been trying for a year with nothing or I had another m/c. Every cycle when AF arrives, I can't help but feel helpless & worthless. This feeling lasts a couple of days, but then I decide to get back up on the bike & try again.
Now my bf is pregnant with her first and I'm happy for her, of course. And then it seems like everyone & their aunt is expecting on FB and then all these helpless feelings come flooding back. I think I've decided to take a break from FB for a while.
Anyone have any advise/tips on what to do while you have to wait before any testing would be done? should I see another doctor? I love my OB...I don't know, I just want answers.
Thank you for any insight, just feeling a low & need someone who knows what I'm going through.