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Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss
***Morning Confession***
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Re: ***Morning Confession***
I spent the second half of the day yesterday laying in bed sobbing. I found out during after-dinner talk yesterday that, not only do I have one baby shower in the next month that I already knew about, I have 2 more plus another person just announced their pg. I went to the bathroom and sobbed at my parents' house and then we went home where I cried for a few hours.. and then watched Harry Potter (7 pt1) since it was in my Easter basket from DH.
Then, this morning I get out of the shower and open the bathroom door to find.... my 50lb dog had gotten diarrhea from the bathroom -> 10ft down the hall. So I cleaned it up as best I could and now my hair is still wet at work and I need to borrow my parents' steam cleaner to get the nastiness out of my carpet after work.
Oh, and my hair is falling out in clumps due to the falling pg hormones.
I want to go back to bed.
BFP#1 EDD 11/8/11 - MC @ 9w6d, 4/15/11 we said goodbye
BFP#2 DD arrived 5/7/12
BFP #2 5/19/11, EDD 1/20/12, Natural miscarriage 6/2/11 @ 6w6d
Dx 2 copies of MTHFR reductase DNA mutation (C677T & A1298C) June 2011
♥BFP #1 "Spawn"- 02/23/11 | EDD: 11/01/11 | natural m/c 03/20/11 @7w5d♥
♥BFP #2 "Offspring"- 11/10/12 | EDD: 07/25/13 | incomplete m/c 12/14/12 @8w1d | D&C 12/21/12♥
♥BFP #3 "Progeny" - 02/16/15 | It's a BOY!! | EDD: 10/17/15 | BD: 10/23/15♥
All AL Always Welcome
Siggy warning...
I am so sorry that this happened to you- it makes me really sad that no one acknowledged your pregnancy : ( I can't imagine how painful that must be.
Trying for #2 since July 2010
BFP 8/1/10, missed m/c, D&C 9/15/10.
BFP 1/8/11, chemical pregnancy.
BFP 3/4/11, measured behind all along, no more HB 4/18/11. D&C 4/29/11. HCG didn't drop, Repeat D&C 6/17/11; confirmed molar pregnancy 6/23/11.
Forced break, including two Hysteroscopies in October to remove retained tissue.
BFP 12/29/11! Betas @ 10 dpo = 85, 14 dpo= 498, 22 dpo = 7242
Heard HB 1/24/12. 144 bpm!
Luca Rose born 9/9/12! More than worth the wait!
I got cornered at dinner last night by my husband's aunt's MIL. She said to me, "I was so sorry to hear about... your... you... well... I don't know what you would call it." I held my tongue rather than saying, "We called her our daughter you heartless witch." and that wound has been festering ever since.
Luckily we only se them at Easter and Christmas because I seriously think if I ran into her anytime soon, throat punch!
(Still find myself slipping into angry grief a lot...)
Smh....You should have said just that....
5/9/2013 = Our rainbow was born!!
08/18/2012 - BFP (Hoping this is our rainbow!)
06/24/2012 - Loss confirmed at 12 weeks
12/14/2010 - Loss baby girl at 20 weeks due to Turner Syndrome
01/2009 - Chemical Pregnancy
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Thank you. I know people are uncomfortable and don't know what to say, but it still hurt like hell. Luckily I have a great support system to lean on here and in person...