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Third Night as a Single Mom

Crystal318Crystal318 member
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Well, I have made it this far. Only three nights, I know, but I have to start somewhere right? You know the sad part about this is? I dont even miss him. At nighttime, he would be so f*cked up that he would be falling asleep in mid conversation and then I would come upstairs and go to bed and everynight he would say "Good Night babe, I'll be up really soon to come cuddle." And everynight he would pass out on the couch and I would wake him up about 6:30am when It was time for me to start getting ready for work. So, really, we didnt spend much time together at night anyways and I am used to sleeping by myself. It makes me sad that even though he is gone, there is no difference from when he was here.

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Re: Third Night as a Single Mom

  • BostonGayGalBostonGayGal member
    Keep at it! You can do this.


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  • cemacmilcemacmil
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    Well, I have made it this far. Only three nights, I know, but I have to start somewhere right? You know the sad part about this is? I dont even miss him. At nighttime, he would be so f*cked up that he would be falling asleep in mid conversation and then I would come upstairs and go to bed and everynight he would say "Good Night babe, I'll be up really soon to come cuddle." And everynight he would pass out on the couch and I would wake him up about 6:30am when It was time for me to start getting ready for work. So, really, we didnt spend much time together at night anyways and I am used to sleeping by myself. It makes me sad that even though he is gone, there is no difference from when he was here.

    I completely understand how you feel...and that is definatly a weird, sucky feeling. It's almost like missing the dream that was never there to begin with. Hang in there!

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  • achase123achase123
    I'm so proud of you for doing the right thing.  I remember all too well the passing out on the couch.  That made me sick to my stomach when I read that.  Stay strong!
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