I think my 'state of positivity' is leaving the building...

Mrs.Voz · April 2011

Y'all know I really really REALLY try to stay positive during these last three years. Through the cancelled cycles, BFNs, IVFs, IUIs, botched nurse calls, RE who lierally says "I don't want to try with you again but if you insist, we will", phone consults and switch to new RE, I've tried to be positive. But DANG, can a girl get a break!??!

AF came and Pia was still there. Oh, wait, I haven't introduced you all to Pia.... Pia is my cyst that will not evacuate my body!!! Pia stands for Pain In Arse!!! (Sorry Pia American Idol fans, but that was her name before Idol.) She is at 34 cm and still hanging out.

My RE doesn't want to aspirate or go in so I'm just waiting to see my next steps. I think she will want to forge on no matter but it still stinks. I had a feeling that it would still be there but I was in a positive thinking that it would go away. So much for that! So, I'll just have to wait for her call, continue to eat a ton green vegetables (read that on the internet ... not 100% believable to me but it couldn't hurt, you know) and continue to talk with my acupuncturist about the cyst. She gave me herbs before but Pia is a dertermined little bugger. Oh, an try to continue to stay positive!

Anyhoo, any "cyst go away" dust you can spare would be awesome! Thanks, Lovely Ladies!

Yolanbo9 · April 2011

I love that you're always postitive!!! Somedays though you just have to let it all out!! I have a cluster of those days once a month when AF is coming to visit!!! GRRR!!!!

I'll be praying that Pia gets lost!!!! Sending lots of "cyst go away" dust your way!!

{hugs}

theworms · April 2011

oh that PIA is such a dumb whore

sending all the cyst go away vibes i can find cutie

i hope you can move forward soon and sometimes we need to have a good cry, get a pedi, eat some chocolate and feel negative and then pick ourselves back up and try again.

((HUGS))

M&MBride0506 · April 2011

Pia get the freak out of there, you're time is UP B!tch!!!!

Sending you cyst gone vibes!!!!

cookie_queen · April 2011

theworms:
oh that PIA is such a dumb whore

sending all the cyst go away vibes i can find cutie

i hope you can move forward soon and sometimes we need to have a good cry, get a pedi, eat some chocolate and feel negative and then pick ourselves back up and try again.

((HUGS))

Definitely a dumb whore and 34 cm? She is a BIG dumb whore.

Hang in there hun! It's okay to not feel totally positive all the time.

OCW2010 · April 2011

Get the fvck out Pia! Ugh!

Wishing the best for you MrsVoz. *hugs*

bbakersgirl75 · April 2011

Ugh I am so sorry, sending major dust to get PIA GONE!!!

ohiostategal · April 2011

Wasn't this what has caused cancelled cycles in the past? I am so sorry. I wish she would move along and leave you the hell alone. Sending lots of "get the hell out of there cyst" dust your way and I hope your RE gets together a good plan to move forward, you so deserve this. Let me know if there is anything I am do. I am cheering you on big time!

+jenjen+ · April 2011

Ugh, stupid Pia - GO AWAY!!!

I hope she vacates soon...you have been super patient over these last few years with these dang cysts and other delays and it is definitely your turn to get your cycle on and finally get that BFP. Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you and hope to see good news soon!!