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LadyDelilahLadyDelilah member
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Yesterday

I went tanning, I had a few margaritas, I got a salic acid european facial, and I ate a salami sandwich.

Because I could, because Im not pregnant. Then I came home and I cried.

This sucks.

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  • SoonToBeMrsDTSSoonToBeMrsDTS member

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    Hugs :( I've been doing this kind of stuff too, I have a glass of wine almost every night just because I can. I still think twice before I do it and it's been 2 months. I agree, this really sucks.  

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  • LIa0909LIa0909

    Ditto. In fact I hadn't been released from the hospital 24 hours and was requesting sushi. When I told a pregnant friend this, she said, "Oh well I don't really miss any of that stuff...." And I said, "Well I didn't either when I was pregnant. So we will just say I kinda made it into a really lame consolation prize." then I teared up.

    I have been doing research on dietary and lifestyle changes that could possibly help my fibroids which would aid in fertility... I just decided that I would wait until after the prime rib is served at easter dinner to make these changes.

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  • ChelseyB5186ChelseyB5186 member
    BIG {{hugs}} I know exactly how you feel.  It was hard to slink back into old habits and my old lifestyle, but in a way, it actually helped me on my path to healing.  It may sound weird, but when I allowed myself to have my hair done, or have lunchmeat, or some alcohol, I felt like I was also allowing myself to yes, be sad, but also yes, move forward.  I wish you lots of healing.   
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  • mfpickle25mfpickle25
    I have done the same. I am trying really hard to focus on getting myself healthy both mentally and physically since the m/c and not to focus on what I have lost. That being said, some days are better than others.
    BFP 3/14/2011 m/c 3/18/2011 @ 6w BFP 8/15/2011 Beta #1 12dpo 8/16/2011 61 progesterone 29 Beta #2 14dpo 8/18/2011 143 1st ultrasound 9/6/2011 117 bpm 2nd ultrasound 9/12/2011 142 bpm Lilypie Pregnancy tickers
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  • nursemama2benursemama2be
    I had my first glass of wine tonight in months. I didn't drink even when we were TTC. I may have a whole bottle of wine tonight. I will get back on the no wine/caffeine/lunchmeat/sushi diet soon but not tonight!
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  • nursemama2benursemama2be
    I had my first glass of wine tonight in months. I didn't drink even when we were TTC. I may have a whole bottle of wine tonight. I will get back on the no wine/caffeine/lunchmeat/sushi diet soon but not tonight!
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