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MadeOfAwesome
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Sorry ladies... but I'm out
MadeOfAwesome
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Went for the ultrasound yesterday and there was no heartbeat. We're both extremely devastated. Had a D&C first thing this morning. I'm going through a mix of emotions... from hysterical crying, to getting ragey and wanted to beat the crap out of someone, to shock and disbelief. I can't help but blame myself. I don't know if I could handle this again. Adam and I both broke down in the doctor's office and just went hysterical. This is BS. Crakheads on welfare who don't even WANT kids end up having like 14 of them. Why us??
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Re: Sorry ladies... but I'm out
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BFP#2: 9/25/11 M/C 6 weeks 5 days (CP) 10/13/11
BFP#3: 12/23/11 Progesterone started 12/29/11 Stick, baby, stick!
I'm so, so sorry for what you are going through. I had the same experience at my first ultrasound in August.... I know how devastating it is. Tomorrow actually would have been my due date and I'm still not over it.
If you need to talk, feel free to PM me. Also, the mc/pl board is a wondeful place of support.
::hugs::
natural m/c and d&c at 10 weeks - 1/24/2014
DX w/ hetero C677t and A1298C MTHFR - 3/4/2014
TTC #2 since 4/09
Unexplained Secondary IF
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4 failed rounds of clomid ~ 4 failed IUIs ~ 1 m/c
2/3/11: IUI #5 - Femara/Follistim/Ovidrel/Crinone = BFP (2/14)!!!
Beta #1 (12dpiui): 53 Beta #2 (14dpiui): 203 Beta #3 (20dpiui): 3932 Beta #4 (28dpiui): 60,775
1st U/S (3/3): 2 sacs & yolks 2nd U/S (3/8) 2 heartbeats-TWINS!
Baby A:6w6d HR 131 Baby B:6w4d HR 124
TWINS!! EDD 10/25/2011
I'm so sorry for your loss...I will be praying for you.
I've had three losses and have been trying for 3.5 years to have a baby. MC/PL sucks. Definitely check out those ladies -- they are super.
So sorry for your loss! We lost two babies last year and it was by far one of the toughest things to go through. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Praying for you and your hubby! If you ever want to talk, just PM me. It's nice to have somebody to talk to that understands what you're going through.