Or maybe it is just self torture ![]()
1st: One Tree Hill and a heartbraking scene with an infertile at the hospital watching her best friend have a baby
2nd: A crappy comment about "old eggs" on Glee
3rd. Pregnant in Heels...actually a really good show but when I saw Rosie Pope walking into NYP (hospital Cornell uses) and watched her get the call from the nurse I lost it.
I may have to adjust my vieweing schedule......
Re: Wow...bad IF night on TV(poss spoilers)
I only watched Glee but I was definitely rolling my eyes about that one..
TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs
It made no sense but I think she was talking to that Lauren that I do not like (she messed up my meds instructions for the last cycle and she does NOT listen. Sorry..short rant
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The only thing I can think is that it was a chemical? Maye a really low beta but it also sounded like she had her beta early. Wouldn't surprise me....clebrities can do whatever they want.
I thought chem too...but then i was wondering if it was the P4 check? And they cut and paste calls together? Or beta was sooooo early, there was still hcg trigger? WTF.
I had 1 of the nurse call in a deadly dose of tetracycline for me, AFTER I specifially told her i was allergic. I LOOOVE Jackie, the rest....i try and avoid.
Maybe it was the P4 check but they don't call you with the results of that....it is just for their personal research. Of course it could be more celebrity special treatment......
I love Jaime and always worked with her....but she was on vaca and Lauren was her replacement my last cycle.
I didn't see any of those, but watched some Secret Life of the American Teenager (shoot me...I don't know why I torture myself).
That combined with wine, a friend new facebook profile pic including HUGE belly (didn't even know she was pregnant again), and Parenthood put me in a bad place last night. Not sure what I would have done if I'd caught OTH and Glee....
Early loss 10/08
Lap 1/09
IVF #1 "natural IVF" - 1 egg retrieved, missed m/c
Tried several mini-stim cycles with no response
Switched clinics - dx'd as carrier for Fragile X
IVF #2 MDL protocol Jan/Feb converted to IUI, BFN
IVF #2 take 2: Antagonist, one embie, BFN
IVF #3: Antagonist, no fertilization
One last ditch effort at OE IVF (antagonist with Clomid) cancelled
DE cycle #1 Jan/Feb 2011, BFP, ectopic
DE cycle #2 June/July 2011 - BFP
10/28/11 Baby girl lost at 17 weeks due to pre-term labor. We love and miss you.
DE cycle #3 June/July 2012 - BFP, twins, both heartbeats stopped, D&C
2 frosties but don't know what's next
FET Dec 2012: BFP! Praying this one sticks for the long haul!
3 IUI's w/Clomid & Ovidrel=all BFNs
3 IVF (2 Fresh, 1 frozen) =BFN
Jan 2012 New RE & Fresh Cycle =BFP!
Hell yes...and even more to the point....it's all about IF. Dh says we're trend setters. LOL
My mom says it's the new "hip" topic; like teen pregnancy was a while ago. Soon there will be a lifetime movie "The infertility pact".
3 IUI's w/Clomid & Ovidrel=all BFNs
3 IVF (2 Fresh, 1 frozen) =BFN
Jan 2012 New RE & Fresh Cycle =BFP!
LOL!
TTC in 2008. Stage II/III endo, Hashimotos hypothyroid, low morph (3%).
2 cycles Clomid/Ovidrel/TI/Crinone=BFN.
IUI #1 - 4 Follistim/Ovidrel/IUI/Crinone = BFN.
IVF #1 - Antagonist w/ ICSI 4/10. 17 retrieved, 5DT of 2, BFN
IVF #2 - Long Lupron w/ ICSI 6/10. 15 retrieved, 3DT of 2, BFFN!!
Lap 7/21/10
IVF #3 - Clomid/Antagonist w/ ICSI 10/10. 14 retreived, 3DT of 3, BFP 10/20 but m/c. No HB 11/15/10 - D&C 11/17/10.
FET - 2 blasts, 1 survived the thaw. Transfer 2/19. Beta #1 3/1 375, Beta #2 3/3 885, Beta #3 3/8 4261, Beta #4 3/11 9005. U/S 3/8 1 sac 1 yolk, U/S 3/16 1 heartbeat 114bpm!
James born Oct. 24th 2011 via c-section at 38 weeks!
Surprise BFP - Jack born April 28, 2013 via VBAC after PTL at 33 1/2 weeks!
We also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And HOPE does not dissappoint.
Romans 5:3-5
~Matt and Jen~
Married August 26, 2006
TTC since June 2008
Severe MFI
IVF #1 Feb. 2011 = BFN
IVF #2 (Long Lupron) May 2011 = BFP!!!
Our sweet little girl, born January 26, 2012
Time for #2!
IVF #1 (Long Lupron) July 2013 = BFP!!!
Beta #1 (8/1) 203! Beta #2 (8/8) 3,677! 1st u/s scheduled for 8/15!