Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

***Morning Confessions***

Good Morning! Let's here it! What's on your mind?

5/9/2013 = Our rainbow was born!!

08/18/2012 - BFP (Hoping this is our rainbow!)
06/24/2012 - Loss confirmed at 12 weeks
12/14/2010 - Loss baby girl at 20 weeks due to Turner Syndrome
01/2009 - Chemical Pregnancy

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Re: ***Morning Confessions***

  • I woke up feeling like I had been stabbed in the heart all night: I had multiple dreams where I was in the hospital room while new parents met their new perfect babies. I've been pretty okay but now am feeling jipped and angry and sad and jealous all once again. Hey, atleast therapy is tomorrow...
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  • imageLIa0909:
    I woke up feeling like I had been stabbed in the heart all night: I had multiple dreams where I was in the hospital room while new parents met their new perfect babies. I've been pretty okay but now am feeling jipped and angry and sad and jealous all once again. Hey, atleast therapy is tomorrow...

    (((hugs)))

     

    Sometimes I feel like I'm still just waiting for my first appointment; sometimes I feel like I wasn't ever really pregnant at all. Like that was all a dream and I woke up now.


    BFP 2.19.11 - Missed miscarriage, April 2011
  • Huge hugs to you two.. Right Hug

    My confession.. part one is the pelvic rest post I just made. Part two is that I want to find a house to buy so we can start TTC again. I'm avoiding my "omg wtf" scared feelings about TTC again.. I'll deal with them when I have to - ie. next Tuesday at my follow-up D&C appointment. I'm definitely not going back on BC though. Our goal is house by August and TTC starting as soon as the Dr. clears.

  • imagekaylam714:
    I have been waking up in the morning in a great mood because I haven't been throwing up all day everyday since January, and I run to the kitchen to make a hot breakfast for me and my BF, then when he leaves for work I feel guilty about being in a good mood and usually go sit on the floor in the bathroom in front of the toilet crying just wishing I could go back to throwing up all day.

    This just breaks my heart. (((big hugs)))


    BFP 2.19.11 - Missed miscarriage, April 2011
  • imagekaylam714:
    I have been waking up in the morning in a great mood because I haven't been throwing up all day everyday since January, and I run to the kitchen to make a hot breakfast for me and my BF, then when he leaves for work I feel guilty about being in a good mood and usually go sit on the floor in the bathroom in front of the toilet crying just wishing I could go back to throwing up all day.

    Kaylam I know EXACTLY what you mean!


    BFP#1 EDD 11/8/11 - MC @ 9w6d, 4/15/11 we said goodbye
    BFP#2 DD arrived 5/7/12
  • I'm pissed off and annoyed with my doctor's office.  From the beginning I think I've been handled really poorly, almost like an afterthought or an inconvenience.  This is complicated bc my doctor is the parent of one of my son's schoolmates, so she's someone I see occasionally in a completely different setting.  I even had another mother tell me how great she is and how, if anything were ever wrong, she's the doctor I'd want in my corner.  Bullsh*t. 

     I'm now going to be spending school functions afraid I'm going to see her and having to keep myself from either crying bc I'm so upset with her or lashing out and telling her exactly what I think of her care. 

    Mama to three boys Nathan Reese 9.05 Conrad Elijah 5.08 Ezekiel Drake "Zeke" 4.12
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