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Trouble TTC
angela2004
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I just need to vent...
angela2004
member
in Trouble TTC
I am having a bad day, I just need to vent.
Went in for my ultra sound/ blood work this am, I will need to go back tomorrow. No biggie, just frustrating.
My vent; I am starting to wonder if I was meant to be a mom. I love kids, but now when I am around them I just get annoyed. Maybe it?s because it?s the frustration of not been able to get pregnant. Sometimes I feel like it?s god telling me something. Maybe I?m not suppose to have kids.
ALL of my friends start TTC after me. Now ALL of them have 2 ? 3 year olds. I work in Pediatrics, in administration so I don?t have daily contact with kids. I still hear and see all the people I work with having kids and sharing their joy. I am SO happy for them, but I just can?t help but feel jealous.
This week my DH has a urologist appointment. I know he will go, but it will be a emotional thing for me. This drs office has a 3 month waiting list for appointments. So what will happen is that my DH will go Thurs. and we won?t know any results for 3 months or be able to continue the TTTC process until we get the results. I guess I am just frustrated with having to wait another 3 months.. before our next step.
If you read this far god bless you. Thanks for listening.
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Re: I just need to vent...
Hi, sorry you are feeling bad.
Other people's kids really annoy the piss out of me sometimes too, but I still know I want my own. I don't think they're related.
Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle. -Philo
Baby N conceived after 1 miscarriage and more than 2 years of TTC. Diagnosis was low sperm count. We found success after 3 months of anastrozole to increase DH's testosterone and one IUI.
Some charts
I'm stupid. You're smart. I was wrong. You were right. You're the best. I'm the worst. You're very good-looking. I'm not attractive. - Happy Gilmore
Please know that just b/c you are not able to get pregnant yet - it does not mean that you were not meant to be a mother. It means that you will be a better mother once you do have your own child - b/c you understand what it really takes to bring that child into your life.
(((hugs))))
Dx: PCOS and MFI
3 IUIs, 4 IVFs = BFFN
3rd RE: IVF #5/FET = BFP
14dp5dt=1170 16dp5dt=2573
1st u/s=TWINS!
It's a Boy and a Girl!
Born at 34w3d!
This! Please don't think that! I think we all have felt that way at some point, I know I have. I hope your DH's appointment goes well. Hugs to you today.
All of those mixed feelings and emotions are normal and understandable. It's an arduous and debilitatingly long journey.
Hopefully during the wait time you're able to find some clarity. And for the record a lot of other people's kids are annoying.
Thinking of you and wishing you the best!
IUI#3 brought us our dragon baby Z
TTCAL January 2015 Siggy Challenge: Animal Snow Interactions
Sorry your having a bad day, I agree with PP, don't think you shouldn't be a mom. I've thought that too, that maybe this is so hard for a reason, maybe I'm not supposed to be a mom. I've thought a lot of other horrible things too but I do my best not to entertain them. Oh and my friends kids annoy me too!
Gus Gus
Born: August 27th, 2012
8lbs. 15oz. 20" @ 7:07pm
August 2012 July Siggy: Pool Baby
Follow The White Rabitt
Agreed! When I think like that, I do exactly what you did, I share. It does not mean you are bad for thinking that way. It is much better to express your worries, concerns & doubts than to hold it all in. We are here for you...let it out
"When the world says, 'Give up,' Hope whispers, 'Try one more time.'" -Anonymous
DH- 28
Actively charting and TTC since September 2010 although not using BC since May 2007
Laporatomy March 8th,2011
Stage IV Endometreosis officially diagnosed
Removal of right ovary and partial left ovary
Lupron Therapy began April 2011 and will continue for 6 months
IVF to follow the Lupron therapy
I am there with you- especially this week- and I'm so sorry. Totally agree with pps. It's so hard to keep it together and keep waiting but we will have so much love and a better understanding of how amazing and precious our kids will be. Huge, big hugs to you & YH.
TTC since 3-2008: v/c repair 2009; BFP: 7-2010, m/c 8-2010, c/p 4-2011, BFP: 6-2011 EDD: 2-12-2012?
"Lovebugs2012"
Today I am pregnant & I love my baby!
hahahaha this made me laugh because this is exactly how I feel!
DH became a double above knee amputee with traumatic brain injury (TBI) - July 2009
TTC - August 2009 DX: Severe MFI & TF due to TBI
DH SA 0 count, started clomid therapy - November 2010
DH SA 0 count, increased clomid dosage - January 2011
DH SA 75 million with 60% motility!! - May 2011
IVF with ICSI ONLY OPTION - May 2011
3dt of 2 Grade A 8&7 cell embryos May 19, 2011
+HPT May 30 2011 -- Memorial Day!
Beta #1 = 34 Beta #2 = 101.8 Beta #3 = 603!
Expecting beautiful Eden Grace February 7, 2012!
I don't believe that God ever tells us "no". he has three options. Yes, not right now, or I have something better in mind. We just have to wait & see.
lol I did the wrong thing before and forgot to press "quote" I wasnt trying to DD
lol but this did make me laugh because thats exactly how I feel! lol
DH became a double above knee amputee with traumatic brain injury (TBI) - July 2009
TTC - August 2009 DX: Severe MFI & TF due to TBI
DH SA 0 count, started clomid therapy - November 2010
DH SA 0 count, increased clomid dosage - January 2011
DH SA 75 million with 60% motility!! - May 2011
IVF with ICSI ONLY OPTION - May 2011
3dt of 2 Grade A 8&7 cell embryos May 19, 2011
+HPT May 30 2011 -- Memorial Day!
Beta #1 = 34 Beta #2 = 101.8 Beta #3 = 603!
Expecting beautiful Eden Grace February 7, 2012!
I don't believe that God ever tells us "no". he has three options. Yes, not right now, or I have something better in mind. We just have to wait & see.
lol I did the wrong thing before and forgot to press "quote" I wasnt trying to DD
lol but this did make me laugh because thats exactly how I feel! lol
DH became a double above knee amputee with traumatic brain injury (TBI) - July 2009
TTC - August 2009 DX: Severe MFI & TF due to TBI
DH SA 0 count, started clomid therapy - November 2010
DH SA 0 count, increased clomid dosage - January 2011
DH SA 75 million with 60% motility!! - May 2011
IVF with ICSI ONLY OPTION - May 2011
3dt of 2 Grade A 8&7 cell embryos May 19, 2011
+HPT May 30 2011 -- Memorial Day!
Beta #1 = 34 Beta #2 = 101.8 Beta #3 = 603!
Expecting beautiful Eden Grace February 7, 2012!
I don't believe that God ever tells us "no". he has three options. Yes, not right now, or I have something better in mind. We just have to wait & see.
Glad to know I am not alone. Whenever my Dh and I are out and see some little brats we groan about it. lol.
Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle. -Philo
Baby N conceived after 1 miscarriage and more than 2 years of TTC. Diagnosis was low sperm count. We found success after 3 months of anastrozole to increase DH's testosterone and one IUI.
Some charts
I'm stupid. You're smart. I was wrong. You were right. You're the best. I'm the worst. You're very good-looking. I'm not attractive. - Happy Gilmore