I will not test. I refused to POAS yesterday, I really didn't want a BFN on my 30th birthday... And a couple hours into the day, what happens? I started bleeding enough during the day I actually noted in on my calendar- C(I keep track of the cycle # too-- it sucks)D1. I could be wrong, yes, it could be implantation, but I will not test and totally don't expect to need to. I don't care if it was a good time- I've only gotten a BFP once and that didn't stick so it was a sh!t thing to see yesterday.
I would love nothing more than for all of us to get out of here... there's been a lot of them and I want on that crazy train. Finally off to write 1 report and fall asleep before getting up to work with other people's kids (Friday's are not my favorite work day).
Oh, my DH got me a cute stuffed chinchilla for my brithday & he barks & growls (to protect me! (he sewed 2 toys together) he's cute/ corny like that).
Picture this little guy growling at you it's pretty cute and totally makes me laugh/ cry.
Thanks for reading- my chinchilla brought you a treat for reading this far: 
Re: Frustrated & not phishing (just a 11DPO vent) long & PIP
TTC since 3-2008: v/c repair 2009; BFP: 7-2010, m/c 8-2010, c/p 4-2011, BFP: 6-2011 EDD: 2-12-2012?
"Lovebugs2012"
Today I am pregnant & I love my baby!
Happy Birthday!
Sorry about CD1.
TTC Since 2/2009
2/2010 - 5/2010 Testing with OBGYN
8/2010 First RE Appointment
11/2010 Second Opinion RE Appointment
12/2010 Clomid + IUI #1 = BFN
1/2011 Clomid + IUI #2 = BFN
2/2011 Clomid + IUI #3 = BFN
5/2011 IVF #1, ET 6/2, Beta 6/15 = BFN
8/2011 FET ET 9/12 = BFN :0(
On a break to save money.
1/2012 IVF #2 ER 1/12, ET 1/15, Beta 1/27 = BFFN
4/2012 FET ET ??/?? =
p/saif welcome
TTC since 3-2008: v/c repair 2009; BFP: 7-2010, m/c 8-2010, c/p 4-2011, BFP: 6-2011 EDD: 2-12-2012?
"Lovebugs2012"
Today I am pregnant & I love my baby!