Emotionally and Mentally tired (a vent... >.<)

CMBall · April 2011

I have to get this off my chest before i implode

So hubby comes home after work and goes "im so tired" my immediat thought is "why it's not like you've gotten up with Morrighan in a while, the only time i ask you for help with her is when im trying to go to sleep when she is at night time because im so mentally fried from the day. No i cant nap when she naps because the little A**ho*** that live above us jump on my cealing all day and make it impossible for me to sleep, and i hate being home alone. yes i love taking care of my little starr but im so use to ALWAYS having adult interaction that im starting to get cabbin fever and live off of 4 hours of sleep. so tell me, why are you tired?"

Yesterday was my birthday and we are going out thrusday to celebrate, awesome totally excited... or i was. We are going Kareokeing and i wanted it to just be my hubby, my brother, and my brother's friend. Hubby doesnt Kareoke unless he is a tad too drunk but my brother and his friend do and i know it would be a good time. well they cant make it because they have to work SUPER early in the morning. ok cool i totally understand, somethings you just cant do. well then Hubby decides to invite 5 other people who dont kareoke either. wtf, i dont want to go out with a group of people for my birthday to go do something that no one likes to do! then he invited people over to the apartment during the day time. yes please make me super tired so i dont enjoy my evening. good job, greay way to think about asking me what i wanted to do or if i wanted guests who are super germaphobes over. good frikking job.

Im voting myself off the island