Anyone else in the "I hate everyone" place....

Re: Anyone else in the "I hate everyone" place....

• SweetDahlia

  April 2011

  I am! Sorry you are having a rough time, but I think everyone has those crappy moody days. I have been a funk for like 3 years, but have just started recently hanging out with friends again, but I keep finding myself slipping back into my bad mood. A pregnancy announcement would throw me over the edge for sure.

  PAIF and SAIF Always Welcome!
  TTC since 2007
  6 IUIs, 3 IVFs, and 2 m/c :< PCOS, Blood Clotting Disorder & MFI
  IVF #2 Aug 2011 is a BFN:<
  IVF #3 March 2012 is a BFN
  Not sure what to do now. Sad and lost.
  

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• Edwina.McDunnough

  April 2011

  Me, but you already knew that.

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• kthappy76

  April 2011

  Edwina.McDunnough:

  Me, but you already knew that.

  This.  Hang in there hon.

  TTK 9/06 / TTC 10/08 / Twins 12/11 / Life Blog
  5 REs + 3 surgical hysteroscopies for septum/lap + 3 failed IUIs
  IVF w/ICSI/AH & acu = BFP!, unexplained spontaneous m/c @ 8w2d (our little girl),
  FET w/acu = BFP!, B/G twins!, lost MP @19w, dx w/funneling cervix @20w,
  twins nearly lost to IC @21w, saved by rescue cerclage, 17P & 16w of bedrest
  Our twins born @36w4d via CS when A came foot first

  Thankful for every day

  

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• 3citygirl

  April 2011

  I've been in and out of that place all year.  I'm not in it yet today... but it isn't even noon yet where I am.  I hit such a low this week, I don't even feel angry toward people... just don't feel anything toward them right now.  Kind of in a "stay away from me" mood.  Trying to hang on to anything that makes me happy/positive at all (see previous insanely cheesy post).

  PCOS, Hypothyroidism, a ton of IVF... finally it worked => a rough pregnancy => my sweet, sweet son born at 29 weeks 1 day

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• vanessagorc member

  April 2011

  Well at least im in good company!

  I'm adding UHC to my list...

  Hell, i even add the savages and peta too...why not?

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• theworms member

  April 2011

  i definately have those cutie

  and you read about them in my oh so fun texts

  it's like we're in limbo but not and waiting in this IF hell is like slow torture where everyone around you seems to be moving forward and you stay still but don't - does that make any sense?
  

  
  Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
  Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)
  
  It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
  MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
  

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• vanessagorc member

  April 2011

  theworms:

  i definately have those cutie

  and you read about them in my oh so fun texts

  it's like we're in limbo but not and waiting in this IF hell is like slow torture where everyone around you seems to be moving forward and you stay still but don't - does that make any sense?
  

  sadly...it makes perfect sense.

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• roselln2

  April 2011

  I am! My poor husband has largely been the victim lately.

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• madelyn07 member

  April 2011

  I am.

  I'm annoyed with everyone at work. SO happy it is my Friday.

  I'm annoyed with DH..not really sure why. Maybe because I told him earlier that I was feeling anxious and his response was "Probably because I forgot to lock the front door last night and it was barely latched when I got up this morning." Umm..WHAT? FYI there was a shooting at the community college here yesterday and they didn't apprehend the supsect until LATE last night. Wonderful.

  I just want to go home and crawl into bed. Alone. My puppies can join me.

   

  TTC #1 since June 2008 *SAIFW*

  TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs

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• theworms member

  April 2011

  madelyn07:

  I just want to go home and crawl into bed. Alone. My puppies can join me.

   

  ditto this

  i want some puppy warmth
  

  
  Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
  Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)
  
  It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
  MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
  

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• Faith722 member

  April 2011

  Ha!  I've been at that place for the past few months.  It's my new home, I think.  Seriously, every time I think I'm starting to snap out of it, someone pisses me off again.

  IVF #3 = Feb 2012
  beta#1 3/21 (14dp3dt)=413, beta#2 3/23 (16dp3dt)=785, u/s 4/11
  EDD 11/25/12
  **SAIFW**

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• vanessagorc member

  April 2011

  madelyn07:

  I am.

  I'm annoyed with everyone at work. SO happy it is my Friday.

  I'm annoyed with DH..not really sure why. Maybe because I told him earlier that I was feeling anxious and his response was "Probably because I forgot to lock the front door last night and it was barely latched when I got up this morning." Umm..WHAT? FYI there was a shooting at the community college here yesterday and they didn't apprehend the supsect until LATE last night. Wonderful.

  I just want to go home and crawl into bed. Alone. My puppies can join me.

   

  oh god....bang up week huh?

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• madelyn07 member

  April 2011

  vanessagorc:

  madelyn07:

  I am.

  I'm annoyed with everyone at work. SO happy it is my Friday.

  I'm annoyed with DH..not really sure why. Maybe because I told him earlier that I was feeling anxious and his response was "Probably because I forgot to lock the front door last night and it was barely latched when I got up this morning." Umm..WHAT? FYI there was a shooting at the community college here yesterday and they didn't apprehend the supsect until LATE last night. Wonderful.

  I just want to go home and crawl into bed. Alone. My puppies can join me.

   

  oh god....bang up week huh?

  totally...

  TTC #1 since June 2008 *SAIFW*

  TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs

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• Ginger71 member

  April 2011

  Oh yes. I was doing so well until DH's brothers wife had the baby on Sunday and MIL set me off with insensitive comments. You may have seen my post. GRRRRRRRRR

  Your comment to your DH made me LOL.

  I don;t want to see anyone either unless they are IF friendly.  I am looking forward to a dinner with an SAIFer tonight.

  You better not blow off Sunday, V or I'm coming looking for you

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• Tanya+Da

  April 2011

  I especially hate everyone. I have to go buy a baby gift...for a baby shower on Saturday...for a chick that tried 1 time. Literally 1 time to get pregnant.

   

  Mommies to 5 fur babies!
  TTC#1 since 2004
  LGBT
  4 cycles @ home with known donor - BFN
  RE un-medicated IUI cycles # 1-7= BFN
  NEW RE Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/ IUI #8 BFN
  Took long break
  Nov 2009 - Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/IUI #9 = BFP
  Beta 12/4 - 10...Beta #2 12/7- 28 Beta #3 12/9 - 80!
  1st sonogram 12/28 - slow hb and growth
  m/c 1/1/2010 Courtland 8w0d
  Nov 2010 cycle cancelled - polyp removal/hysteroscopy
  April 4 2011 - IUI #10 BFFN
  July 5, 2011 - #11 BFFN AMH .62 Boo

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• MBfromBMC

  April 2011

  Ugh...  There is nothing worse than the PG announcement from the woman who never really wanted kids...

  (((HUGS))) 

  
  
  TTC since March 2009 // Me and DH - 28
  Testing Summer/Fall 2010 - Unexplained IF
  IUIs #1-4 ~ Clomid/Ovidrel/TI/IUI ~ all BFNs
  IUI #5 ~ Femara/Ovidrel/TI/IUI ~ BFN
  IUIs #6-9 ~ Research Study Meds/Pregnyl/TI/IUI ~ all BFNs
  IVF Consultation, More Testing
  Diagnostic Cycle ~ Mucinex/Progesterone/TI ~ BFN
  IVF #1 ~ Menopur/Bravelle/Ganirelix/Novarel/Progesterone/Lupron
  7R, 6F // 2 transferred // 3 frosties ~ BFN
  FET #1 ~ Estrace/PIO/Lupron
  3 thawed // 2 transferred // 1 lost // no more frosties ~ BFP!!
  Beta #1 - 456 // Beta #2 - 1176 // Beta #3 - 2933 // Beta #4 - 6753
  EDD: May 16, 2013

  Threatened MC at 6w2d
  Bedrest for SCH // 6w2d through 10w1d
  Elevated TSH and Lazy Thyroid DX @ 10w - Started Synthroid
  Finally released from RE at 13w

  Charles Everett ~ Born 5/20/2013
  
  
  

  
  

  
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• mikeandangie

  April 2011

  Big (((hugs)))
  

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• DeputiesWife

  April 2011

  yes.

  TTC #2 since June '08
  

  ~*DD 10.21.07*~

  dx unexplained
  

  IUI #1-4 BFN
  

  IVF#1 June 2011 BFN
  

  IVF#2 Dec 2011
  

  Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634
  

  EDD 8/25

  *PAIFW/SAIFW*
  

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