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Promise you all don't think I'm nuts

AmandaMacDAmandaMacD member
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My bleeding has subsided to almost barely there.  So I went from spotting to flowing to spotting to practically nothing.  Is this a joke? I don't want false hope.  This is absolutely maddening.

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  • luvmykids02luvmykids02
    Have you tested?  I have to say I had that last month and thought for sure I ws pregnant.  Turned out I wasnt, but I sure hope this means you are!:)  Good luck!
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  • AmandaMacDAmandaMacD member
    I wish I could test, but I pee so much that it isn't concentrated enough. 
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  • kellyjg123kellyjg123
    Holy moly the rollercoaster you have been on is horrendous-somebody stop this freakin thing!  Honestly, I am amazed by the state of your mental health right now- you are such a strong woman!  Praying that this still could be it for you!
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  • kellyjg123kellyjg123
    Did you speak to your nurse when the bleeding started more-so today?
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  • tosh24tosh24 member

    Oh my goodness. You definitely do not meet the definition of nuts, and even if you did, I'm pretty sure any of us would be teetering on the edge of insanity if we were in your shoes. You sure have kept it together.

    I'm putting it out there to the universe to pleeeeeeaaaaaase let this be your cycle. I hope this crazy train ends up in a very happy destination for you! :):)

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    Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C
    Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
    May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
    Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
    Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
    Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
    Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
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    Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
    Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
    Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
    Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201  Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715 U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125!
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  • AmandaMacDAmandaMacD member
    @Kelly---RE nurse said to keep hydrated and take it easy until beta

    @Tosh---I've been patiently waiting for you to say something in a very big, happy post Surprise
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  • teresadrew17teresadrew17
    Oh my! You are certainly not nuts!  I would probably have already gone back to camp out at the RE's office until they could test! Now that might qualify as nuts!  I'll keep my fingers crossed for you!
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  • JMayJMay member

    Ditto Tosh re: "putting it out in the universe" for Amanda!  And Amanda, you are anything but nuts!

    Ditto Amanda re: waiting for Tosh's post...

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  • pharmacygirlpharmacygirl
    Oh girl. First I want to say how amazing you have been to everyone on the board. I am so hoping that this isn't the end for you. Much love to you and those little ones.
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  • Amer19Amer19
    I am wondering if it might be a SCH (sub chronic hematoma). It is very common in IVF patients. That's why I bled for 4 weeks. Sometimes it was spotting, sometimes it was a flow, sometimes it was nothing. It ranged from brown to bright red with clots. Of course I don't know for sure since I'm not a doctor, nor do I play one on TV, but it sounds like a possibility. GL! Trying testing with FMU tomorrow morning.
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  • AmandaMacDAmandaMacD member

    Thank you so so much everyone.  I really feel so out of control. I feel like I am walking the plank every time I go to the bathroom.

    @Amer...Thanks you so much for your info.  I am a habitual luteal phase spotter, but this bleeding is very irregular.  I am keeping a pee stick and a cup in my bathroom so when I wake up at like 4 am, I can do it then.  Thank you.

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  • jennykg1477jennykg1477
    You are so not nuts!!!  I am glad that you are still in the running for this cycle!  I hope that you get a big payoff for all of this trouble that you are going through. 
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  • hope4ushope4us member
    OMG...you are definitely not nuts.  I'm still praying and crossing my fingers for you and hope you are not out.  Keep us posted on when you POAS in the morning.  GL!
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    IVF #1 for Feb '10 - cancelled due to poor response - Gonal-f and Repronex
    IVF #1.2 for June '10 - Gonal-f, Menopur, and micro Lupron
    ER - 6/19 (2 retrieved), ET - 6/22 (1 transferred with ICSI), Beta 7/5 = BFFN
    IVF #2 for Nov '10 was cancelled due to poor response - Follistim, Repronex, and micro Lupron
    IVF #2.2 for Feb '11 - Gonal-f, Repronex, and Ganirelix
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  • Ready2bMommyReady2bMommy
    Hang in there Amanda!  I promise you none of us think you are nuts.  I really, sincerely, hope that after all this you get your BFP.  You deserve it!!!
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  • choirgirlchoirgirl

    You are not at all nuts!!

    I can't imagine how you are holding up so well right now.

    Hang in there, lady!

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