As upset as I am about this, I really think I did most of my "mourning" last Wed, when I found out that my embies were not doing well. I've never, in this whole journey, made it to a beta....I always get my period first at around 10 DPO, which is today b/c I am 7dp3dt.
When I went to the bathroom this morning, there was bright red blood and some clots. The bleeding has turned back to spotting, but this happens ALL.THE.TIME, so I am not even a little bit encouraged. I know that this happens to some people, but I have never been that person, so I am not even getting my hopes up.
For the past week, I have been going back and forth as to whether or not I even want to have another child. I want my life back. I miss me and I don't know how much more I am willing to sacrifice.
You ladies are all amazing and I appreciate all of the support.