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Last night I dreamt...

That I went into labor.  Which I thought was an odd dream since I've never experienced labor (DS was delivered by emergency c-section at 34 weeks).  Not to mention I'm only 30 weeks pregnant.  Maybe it was a dream induced by my complete fear of going into labor and my complete ignorance on the subject...which scares me more as a 2nd time mommy.

I keep asking myself why did I commit to attempting VBAC...why didn't I just scheduale another c-section? 

I freak out over this at least 3 times a day!  I might need something for anxiety soon.  Its not the only thing I freak out about.  I think I'm more scared of developing Pre-E and HELLP Syndrome again.  This I tend to think about all day long!  I've become OCD about checking my BP...doing so between 4-6 times a day.

I really just need a chill pill.  I'm usually such a go with the flow kind of person!

Seven more weeks just doesnt seem like too much to ask for.

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Re: Last night I dreamt...

  • I've totally been there.  I'm sorry that you're anxious, but I think it's completely normal.  When you've had a rough first pregnancy, it's totally normal to feel scared about going through it again.  

    I had severe pre-e with DS1 and he was delivered at 31 weeks.  I had anxiety throughout my second pregnancy and especially right around 28 /29 weeks.  Unfortunately, I was in the rare camp of getting severe pre-e and HELLP again and delivered at 29 weeks with DS#2.  If I remember the stats right, there's about a 70% chance that you won't develop pre-e again.  Statistics aren't much of a comfort, I know - but try and relax as much as possible and talk to someone if you need to.  I hope you have an uneventful and healthy rest of your pregnancy!

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