Definitely not ovulation cramps or spotting:( Turned in to a full fledged period today. Well apparently not really a period since I didnt ovulate this cycle.) So now Im worried due to the severe pain I had with the fever on Sunday and now the super clotted bleeding. I hate my doctor. Though he did at least agree to let me get an ultrasound and he insisted I get blood work to see if I was pregnant (which isnt possible without ovulation and a period. But go ahead doc).
I can't change doctors because, for those who dont know, free health care doesnt work like that. Your stuck with the jerk you have or the on call doc (mine is both). Turns out when I printed out all my charts it looks like only 2 of the 6 charts I have are definitely ovulatory. All the others are either definite annovs or possible annovs with psych out CH's.
(so you guys know by free health care I mean the military kind not Medicaid)
So I mentioned to the doc that we are TTC, this is my 10th month (only the 9th if you count out the deployment) and that I am obviously having some issues in the area with my short luteal phase, my annov cycles, my inconsistent cycles and now some crazy killer pain that attacked my left ovary and jump started AF. His words were "I cant help you with that." My thoughts? "No shvt Sherlock, I wouldnt want you to touch my ute with a 10 foot poll." What I actually said: "I know but how do I get a referral to an OB or an RE?" him: "wait until youve been TTC for 12 months." me: "It's been 10 already." Him: "Just wait until 12."
Then he schedules me for a U/S (only because I insisted since Id really like to know WTH just happened with my body. Fever+severe abdominal pain+ nausea+not normal vagina bleeding= something not right) but didnt put me as a priority patient so they didnt have any available slots for me for the U/S in the time frame they need to do it in (apparently I have to still be on my period). So now they are going to do it 2 weeks after AF and the tech I talked to said it's probably going to be pointless by then as far as trying to find out what happened to my ovary, but at least they can see if my ute is shaped right...
I seriously feel at a loss with everything right now. I WOULD have two beautiful cycles when MH was gone and then not ovulate the second he got home.... So much for trying to get testing any time in the near future either apparently.
I could really use some prayers for my sanity right now so I dont chew out a doctor or start crying for no reason. Also a few prayers for my body that everything is ok now and something didnt break or die or bust in there while I was waiting on doctors to actually give a crap would be much appreciated too.
Today is a day when I am sooo thankful for this board and all the friends Ive made here. Even when I talk to friends who know we are TTC I still feel so alone because they dont seem to get the hurt and frustration involved in this process, especially if your body is funky.
Thank you ladies. Love you guys!