Secondary IF
AmandaMacD
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"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
Positive Affirmation Day
AmandaMacD
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in Secondary IF
I am declaring today "Positive Affirmation Day" Please add yours.
My 2 embies are snuggling in nicely and my bleeding is a sign that they are snuggling in extra tight for the next 9 months. I will get a BFP and my beta will be strong on Monday. This is going to be a wonderful pregnancy and I am excited to gather around the Christmas tree this year as a family of 5. 
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
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Re: Positive Affirmation Day
Love this. I will have a good ultrasound today that shows one or two (whatever God wants for me) very healthy little beans!
I am choosing stop being fearful today, be thankful I am where I am in my life and for all the blessings I have and I will look forward to the doctor visit with a happy heart.
Today is day 4 of Femara. Next Monday, I will go to my follie check to find that it's working beautifully. My DH will be open to a trigger if needed. We'll go home and have fun, not stressful sexy time and we'll discover soon after that the Femara and the positive thinking worked. We'll have our second December baby (or second and third) before 2012!!!
Also, my DDs recent fixation on babies and being a big sister is a sign of things to come. She's not trying to test me, she's preparing for her future.
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
Miracle DD born 12.2005
TTC #2 since Dec 2008 w/ PCOS
***P/SAIF Always Welcome***
Keep it Natural, Baby!
TTC #2, Operative hysteroscopy March 2011; IVF #1 long lupron protocol April 2011-cancelled due to poor response; IVF #2 flare protocol May 2011=hospitalization due to abdominal hemorrhage during ER and no fert due to MFI issues. Moving onto international adoption from Moldova January 2013!
I will begin my next cycle with a positive attitude and a calm mind. I will not stress out about what will happen 2, 4, or 6 months down the TTC line. I will live in the moment and have fun with DH. I will keep the faith that the cycle will end in a BFP
If it doesn't, I will look at the positives. My lap and drug allergy testing will go smoothly in May (I won't be allergic to HCG) and I will finally be able to start treatments again which will bring us our miracle baby
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
Last night on "O" night we were successful and I will have good news to share in 2 weeks.
Thanks for this post, it felt good to write something positive!
We had 2 years of IF trying to conceive #2 and one loss during that time. We are currently trying for #3! had another loss the end of June
Today is cycle day 2, and I am shedding last cycle's lining so that I can build up a new awesome lining for our success this month.
Today I have acupuncture, to start working on the new lining so that there is something for the new blast that will be created in a couple of weeks to snuggle into.
This month my DH and I are going to get pregnant with a healthy baby who will be born just before the new year!
TTC #2 since Nov '07
Tried 4 cycles of Clomid, TI, Gonal-f, and IUI's - all BFFN's
Both tubes removed Nov '09
Low AMH = 0.3
IVF #1 for Feb '10 - cancelled due to poor response - Gonal-f and Repronex
IVF #1.2 for June '10 - Gonal-f, Menopur, and micro Lupron
ER - 6/19 (2 retrieved), ET - 6/22 (1 transferred with ICSI), Beta 7/5 = BFFN
IVF #2 for Nov '10 was cancelled due to poor response - Follistim, Repronex, and micro Lupron
IVF #2.2 for Feb '11 - Gonal-f, Repronex, and Ganirelix
ER - 2/24 (8 retrieved), ET - 3/1 (2 transferred with ICSI), froze 3, Beta 3/11 = BFFN
FET - 4/19 (3 transferred), Beta 4/28 = BFP, EDD 1/4/12
My NT scan in 3 weeks will result in super SUPER low chances of a chromosomal abnormality. I will have a perfect and healthy little baby in November and Isaac will adjust incredibly well to being a big brother.
This current "difficult phase" that Isaac is in will pass quickly because DH and I will handle it wonderfully like loving, caring, and strong parents. Because that's what we are.