Babies: 9 - 12 Months

Former EPers come in

Tonight was it.  I got 2 ozs - I'm done.  I obviously weaned myself and prepped for this - I lasted a lot longer than I thought - why am I sad?  I was lucky to provide bm for 2 for nearly 6 months and who likes pumping?  I'm a free woman, right?  It's not like I even had the "bonding" unless you consider the gazes I get from the big yellow beast...

seriously, shouldn't I be celebrating?  Why am I forlorn?

Re: Former EPers come in

  • I felt the same way. It was a very emotional decision for me and I still nearly go back to it all the time. There are so many emotions tied up in it all... hang in there!
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  • It is the end of the era... it is bittersweet.  I remember feeling like I was almost robbing my son when I quit.  Also your hormones are going like crazy right now!!! 

    It will pass and in a week or so you will be singing Alleluia!!!!!!!

    Mom to Harmon 1/17/08 and twins Rachel & Callum 8/28/09 Photobucket 29o0v13.jpg
  • I only did it for 4 weeks and just stopped 3 days ago. I still get tears in my eyes. Its weird how much control it has over us. I think more than anything, i think its such a miracle that our bodies naturally can produce something so special and i just had so many mixed emotions stopping. I know she will be healthy on formula and for some reason my breastmilk was upsetting her stomach. It was very sensitive to just about anything i ate. But its just very hard to accept the fact that once your done producing milk, your done.
  • I think I missed that feeling of importance. Like I could wisk DS away at any moment because I had to feed him. Now DH can do it.
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