Tell me I'm not alone. I get so anxious about going to sleep. When I do sleep I am on pins and needles. At least when I'm awake, I can watch her every second. I literally dread night time!!!
I was exactly like that with DD#1. I used to just fall asleep at the end of my bed with my head resting on her PnP. I still feel worried this time but not quite as bad... Probably because I have the toddler and the newborn wearing me out during the day!! I need sleep!! It will get better for you though.
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I am really paranoid about stuff at night. DS was born through c/s so he's still pretty mucousy and I can hear him trying to breathe... I get so incredibly worried that he'll stop breathing in the night because its just too difficult! DH has an 11yr old son and he is much more relaxed about stuff, tells me he'll be just fine. Maybe I'll hook up the angelcare monitor to his bassinet today... seems extreme with him being a foot from the bed but better safe than sorry!
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