Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

due date=turning life around!

Haven't been on here in awhile, although I continue to think about my little baby every day!  Today would have been my due date :(

Crazy when I think of what all has gone on in the last nine months.  Engaged, pregnant, miscarriage, broken engagement, going back to "dating", and today I am finally giving the ex-fiance the boot!  Oh, so hard....but long over due!

 Already started sperm donor IUI - second round was last Friday.  Fingers crossed for April Fools day!!  Being a single mom is going to be better than dealing with his bs anymore!

 Would appreciate everyone keeping me in your thoughts and prayers today and in the next few days as I am officially on my own!

Happy Birthday Baby Carson!  Momma loves you!

TTC since 3/2010 BFP #1 7/16/10. Missed miscarriage on 8/13/10. D&C 8/21/2010. Fiance bolted. Loser. Started IUI (sperm donor) cycles in 2/2011. Cycle #5 - hopefully is the one! BFP #2 6/18/2011. Beta #1 201 (6/20) Beta #2 281 (6/22) Beta #3 546 (6/24) Beta #4 1554 (6/27) U/S on 7/1 - fetal/yolk sac...but wait - there are two! Almost fell off of the table!!! Now have seen the BABIES and their strong heartbeats twice - starting to sink in this is for real!!! Still anxiously hoping/praying/wishing for a sticky baby!!! imageimage Pregnancy Ticker

Re: due date=turning life around!

  • Sorry for all the trials you've gone through.  I am glad you are finding peace and happiness with moving forward in this way.  Hope all goes well with your IUI.

     

    We lost our beloved daughter Angeline at 30 w 5 d. http://angelinebornangel.blogspot.com/ Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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  • I hope everything goes well for you!  You are amazing for taking contol of your life.
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  • Already feeling weaker this morning!!  Thanks for everyone's vote of support!!  I need it!!
    TTC since 3/2010 BFP #1 7/16/10. Missed miscarriage on 8/13/10. D&C 8/21/2010. Fiance bolted. Loser. Started IUI (sperm donor) cycles in 2/2011. Cycle #5 - hopefully is the one! BFP #2 6/18/2011. Beta #1 201 (6/20) Beta #2 281 (6/22) Beta #3 546 (6/24) Beta #4 1554 (6/27) U/S on 7/1 - fetal/yolk sac...but wait - there are two! Almost fell off of the table!!! Now have seen the BABIES and their strong heartbeats twice - starting to sink in this is for real!!! Still anxiously hoping/praying/wishing for a sticky baby!!! imageimage Pregnancy Ticker
  • So sorry for your loss, and everything else you are going through right now.  (((hugs)))
    BFP #2 7/20/11 ** EDD: 3/28/12: IT'S A BOY!
    BFP #1 12/30/10 ** EDD: 9/6/11** H/B stopped at 10w 6d conf on 2/22/11 ** D&C 2/24/11.
    Congrats to my Labor Buddy LoriJ11, baby Elise born 2/24/12
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  • You are so strong.  I really admire you for taking control of your life and booting the ex-fiance.

    You are in my thoughts. 

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  • Wow what an amazing journey you've been on! You are such a strong, wonderful person!! I wish you lots of luck and sending happy vibes your way!!!!
  • I am so impressed by you right now for being so strong and taking control of everything. I'm so sorry about dealing with your EDD and hope you can make it through the day. GL with the IUI and praying it works and you have a sticky baby!
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  • Wow, so sorry you have dealt with so much.  You are one strong person.  Wishing you the best with everything!!
  • I'm so sorry for all the heartache you've been through these past 9 months. You have a lot of courage to boot the ex.  Probably needed doing for some time now I imagine and though it's difficult, I'm positive it's for the best.  I know I can relate to an ex that holds you back from being your best, happiest self.  All the best to you in your new, better life! 
    Me: 39 DH: 35 - TTC #1 since October 2010
    BFP #1 2-1-11 Missed Miscarriage 3-14-11(9 wks)-D&C
    BFP #2 9-17-11 EDD 5-29-12
    Edward James born 3-14-12 weighing 1lb11oz at 29w1d via c section due to low fluid and growth restriction from crappy placenta.
    My BFP Chart
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