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Agitated today.

SeptemberBride'08SeptemberBride'08 member
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I've had severe random bouts of anger for the past two weeks. Like I want to spit venom on people. I have plenty of hobbies and relax enough but this stupid anger keeps getting the best of me each time. I'm so sick of it. I'm sure it's post m/c hormonal crap but come already. I want to be quasi normal again. :(

Anyone else?

 

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  • m231m231
    I'm sorry you are having a rough time.  I have had two m/c myself and it does feel like the world is against you.  I am praying for peace for you! 
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  • doozer1345doozer1345 member
    I am so sorry to hear you're having a tough time. I am keeping you in my thoughts for some peace asap
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  • naybirdnaybird
    Ugh.. Sorry to hear that.  Ya know, sometimes you just gotta be a b*tch.  With everything we go through.. you can't help it..  I hope you get back to normal soon.. but I've been there before.. and it will pass..  Big hugs!!
    Renee- 37 DH - Chad - 39
    2/06 - surprise pregnancy - twins
    3/06 - m/c 1st baby at 6 weeks 
    5/06 -2nd baby had no heartbeat at 14 wks.
    D&E - Bled out. Blood transfusions. Week in ICU - Cheated Death!
    Diagnosis: Blood clotting and bleeding disorder, immune issues, & cervical stenosis
    5/10 - 1st IVF cycle - BFN
    FET - 10/12/10 - BFN
    1/11 - IVF with PGD - BFN
    IVF - May - BFN
    6/11 New RE - fingers crossed!
    9/11 - IVF - 4 transferred
    10/13 - BFP!!
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  • SeptemberBride'08SeptemberBride'08 member
    Thanks ladies! I hate feeling so biitchy. Blech. This needs to end sooner rather than later! :)
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  • kthappy76kthappy76
    I can totally relate, it really sucks.  (((huge hugs)))
    TTK 9/06 / TTC 10/08 / Twins 12/11 / Life Blog
    5 REs + 3 surgical hysteroscopies for septum/lap + 3 failed IUIs
    IVF w/ICSI/AH & acu = BFP!, unexplained spontaneous m/c @ 8w2d (our little girl),
    FET w/acu = BFP!, B/G twins!, lost MP @19w, dx w/funneling cervix @20w,
    twins nearly lost to IC @21w, saved by rescue cerclage, 17P & 16w of bedrest
    Our twins born @36w4d via CS when A came foot first

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  • Delta04Delta04 member

    My grandma used to say that "sometimes a girl has a right to be a little cantankerous..."  That woman spoke wisdom! :-)

    So sorry you are feeling that way.  I hope you get out the funk soon.  IF is hard so you are certainly allowed.

    TTC since 3/07. IVF#1 = canceled. IVF#2 = 0% fertilization. IVF#3 = BFN. IVF#4 = c/p.  
    Moving forward with Adoption 2017!
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  • MarriedinCaliMarriedinCali
    imageDelta04:

    My grandma used to say that "sometimes a girl has a right to be a little cantankerous..."  That woman spoke wisdom! :-)

    So sorry you are feeling that way.  I hope you get out the funk soon.  IF is hard so you are certainly allowed.

    LOVE this!

    I haven't had any m/c so I can't really relate there (sorry for your loss though :( ), but I've been taking meds that mess with my hormones and I swear some days I live out a scene from the Exorcist- my head just spins around as I get ready to snap and kill anything in my way. My poor H- I don't see how he handles me on those days. But he does- and it makes me happy to know that he's there and with me on this crappy journey.

    Lots of HUGS- IF sucks!

     

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  • lovemygslovemygs member

    I'm sorry you're having a tough time.  I've always been a bit moody, so I can only imagine what the hormones will do to me next month! 

    I hope you feel better soon.

    MFI and (now) AMA
    IVF 1 April 2011 - Cancelled
    IVF 1.5 July 2011 - MC
    IVF 2 October 2011 - BFP!
    *Identical Twin Boys born June 2012*
    Here we go again...IVF 3 is underway!
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  • pennylanehdpennylanehd
    I don't blame you one bit for being a little venomous after all you've been through.  I think it is completely normal and will pass, but I hope you take really good care of yourself in an effort to feel better sooner.  Maybe try doing something out of character that you totally love...mine is spending an afternoon in bed watching Lifetime movies while wearing fuzzy pajamas and reading US weekly...totally against character but totally fun when you're having "one of those days."
    TTC since 11/09
    Two C/P and Lots of Tests
    Me = LPD + cancer survivor, DH = low count and morphology
    IUIs #1-5, January 2011 - June 2011 = BFN
    IVF #1 in July/August 2011 = BFP!!!!!
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