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:::running through::::: I blinked and.....

ZZsmommyZZsmommy
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I'm 15 weeks!  I have tried to keep my mind off of how many weeks I was, hoping to get out of that 1st trimester to the "safe" zone (which we all know doesn't actually exist).   I have had non-stop morning sickness that hasn't eased up at all, and today I was wondering, just how far along AM I anyway, since, you know, they SAY that morning sickness ends by the end of the first trimester......  15 weeks, 1 day today.  :)  Okay, so I am still popping Zofran like its candy, but that's okay.  I'll take the sickness if it means this will be a take-home baby (besides, with my DS, I threw up every day from 10 weeks until the day he was born).

But, something that most likely only you ladies here will understand - can't talk about it with anyone else because I fear it sounds morbid and disgusting - but I can't stop the miscarriage/bleeding dreams.  I have at least one every night, sometimes waking in a cold sweat, terrified that it was real.  The last one I had, I dreamt I was actually holding my tiny LO in my hand (which was eerily similar to what happened when I miscarried at 9 weeks back in August).  I just wish the dreams would stop.  There's no reason to think anything is wrong - I've been seeing the doctor every 3 weeks, and everything has been fine at every visit I've had, and yet.....I can't stop the nightmares.  <sigh>

Anyway, just wanted to pop in and say "Hi."  Haven't been around because I can't begin to tell you how sick I've been..... of course, this is the greatest reason on earth for feeling like crap.  :)

 

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  • itsmeginitsmegin
    Hi girl! Congrats on 15 weeks! I am happy to see you here. I hope you start feeling better soon Smile
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  • Karen1998Karen1998 member
    Congrats on 15 weeks!  (((Hugs))) on the dreams.  I hope those ease soon. 
    BFP#1 4/17/10...EDD 1/6/11...M/C 5/28/10 BFP#2 11/19/10...EDD 8/4/11 Squeaker born 7/30.
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  • shupertj09shupertj09 member
    Congrats on 15 weeks! **smiles** I am sorry about the dreams, I hope they stop. Even though being pregnant again is wonderful it is scarey too, we're here for you when you need to talk. Remember one day at a time. **Hugs**
    Praying this is our take home baby. STICK TURKEY Mommy will miss you everyday my beautiful angel. We love you Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers M/C on 1/05/11 at 11 weeks.
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  • sunflowr0803sunflowr0803 member
    Yay, time flies! Maybe next time you blink you will be 30 weeks! ;)
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  • VeilSdeGTOVeilSdeGTO member

    *blinks, blinks, blinks* Not fast enough for me!

    So glad it's going fast for you. Sorry about the m/s and the dreams, though.

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    BFP 7.7.09 - CVS 9.10.09 (Girl) - 9.24.09 Severe Fatal Malformation - D&E 10.7.09 @ 17wks
    BFP 6.1.10 - 6.10.10 Ectopic M/C @ 5wks
    BFP 10.26.10 - 10.29.10 CP
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  • bryanandkatrinabryanandkatrina member

    Nice to see you again!

    Hope the m/s and dreams subside soon!

    * PAL/PgAL Bumpie & NBC-Twi Nestie * imageBloggity Blog BFP #1 in 2001 ? natural m/c @ 9w4d ? TTC our first since 2009 ? BFP #2 on 8/25/2010 ? natural M/C @ 7w6d on 9/25/2010 Clomid cycle #1 @ 50mg = BFP #3 on 1/1/11 ~ EDD 9/14/2011!!! Lilypie First Birthday tickers
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  • samanthahollmansamanthahollman

    I never knew you got a BFP! 

    Congrats!!!  

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