Missing DH...
So I guess I just have to get something off my chest.
DH is stationed in the States and I am still stuck here in Germany until all of our paperwork is done. Now he is in the field and due to the time difference we dont talk at all. All we do is write emails. Yesterday I was feeling so alone and not supported at all and so I wrote my feelings to him. Of course he told me how mad he is at himself for putting me through the situation,how bad he feels about it and that he feels like he has failed as my husband. I really didnt want to make him feel this way and I know it was bad timing but I just couldnt hold back my feelings.The closer my due date gets the more I want him here with me. Guess it?s the hormons or something. I just miss him a whole lots! Just needed to get that off my chest.
Re: Missing DH...
I think it's good you let him know how you feel.. It prevents blow-ups later.. I know it's tough and you're ready to be together.. But, think of it this way, at least he's safe, he could be deployed. I try and tell myself that every time DH leaves to go to a school or train some where for a long time.. It helps a little..
I hope things speed up for you and you get to be together again soon!!