Yep. I just did that, I know it was stupid. I think its becuase my EDD is coming up (april 3). I am just feeling down today so I figured Id throw some salt on the wound.
I have found that now that my EDD is past, I am a little better. I am not constantly thinking about where I would be in my pregnancy. I do think about how old my little girl would be, but for some reason it doesn't hurt as much...stay strong, your day will come.
Hallelujah, it's a miracle, I have children AND a signature!
I think that we are all guilty of this at one time or another. It hurts and you really should try and not do it. But now that I've said that, I will probably be going over to my first BMB since today is my EDD. Just to make it worse. I think something is wrong with me.
Started TTC June 2010 BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{ TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{ TTA for 7 months Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal TTC Again May 2014 Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015 Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
I think that we are all guilty of this at one time or another. It hurts and you really should try and not do it. But now that I've said that, I will probably be going over to my first BMB since today is my EDD. Just to make it worse. I think something is wrong with me.
Nothing is wrong with you!
We all do this...even though we all know it's stupid! I went the other day and most have had their LOs. For some reason, I found it easier to see "________ is here!" than pregnancy related posts. I agree with pp that it must get easier after your EDD has past. Leading up to it is a nightmare.
Hang in there!
Married my best friend ~ May 31, 2008
Adopted our furbaby Kona ~ January 17, 2010
Trying to grow our family ~ June 2010
4th BFP 6.20.13 ~ EDD 3.1.14 ~ HB 7w5d 153 bpm ~ A/S revealed due date possibly 2.23
*~*~*~*EXPECT MIRACLES*~*~*~* Praying for peace in God's ultimate plan ~ "Be still and know that I am God." -Psalm 46:10
Big hug on the self inflicted pain on an already crappy day! And bigger hug on your approaching EDD - they are tough! I was a mess that day and really for a few weeks after even... I've just started to get some closure but it does pop up at the most inopportune times.
Re: Read my old birth month board
I've done that too.
I have found that now that my EDD is past, I am a little better. I am not constantly thinking about where I would be in my pregnancy. I do think about how old my little girl would be, but for some reason it doesn't hurt as much...stay strong, your day will come.
BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
TTA for 7 months
Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
TTC Again May 2014
Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's
SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
My Blog: The Canadian Housewife PGAL/PAL Welcome My Chart
Nothing is wrong with you!
We all do this...even though we all know it's stupid! I went the other day and most have had their LOs. For some reason, I found it easier to see "________ is here!" than pregnancy related posts. I agree with pp that it must get easier after your EDD has past. Leading up to it is a nightmare.
Hang in there!
Adopted our furbaby Kona ~ January 17, 2010
Trying to grow our family ~ June 2010
1st BFP 7.6.10 ~ EDD 3.15.11 ~ mmc 8.6.10 ~ d&c 8.11.10
2nd BFP 11.4.10 ~ EDD 7.15.11 ~ HB 6w3d ~ No HB 7w ~ mmc 12.8.10 ~ d&c 12.9.10
3rd BFP 7.12.11 ~ EDD 3.22.12 ~ HB 6w5d 124 bpm ~ Team Green ~ SHE STUCK!
*~*~*~*EXPECT MIRACLES*~*~*~*
Praying for peace in God's ultimate plan ~ "Be still and know that I am God." -Psalm 46:10