TTC After a Loss

Read my old birth month board

Yep. I just did that, I know it was stupid. I think its becuase my EDD is coming up (april 3). I am just feeling down today so I figured Id throw some salt on the wound.

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  • I've done it.  It hurts, I know.  Hang in there.  :::hugs:::
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  • I've done that too.

    I have found that now that my EDD is past, I am a little better.  I am not constantly thinking about where I would be in my pregnancy.  I do think about how old my little girl would be, but for some reason it doesn't hurt as much...stay strong, your day will come.

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  • I think that we are all guilty of this at one time or another. It hurts and you really should try and not do it. But now that I've said that, I will probably be going over to my first BMB since today is my EDD. Just to make it worse. I think something is wrong with me.
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  • imagejenn0021:
    I think that we are all guilty of this at one time or another. It hurts and you really should try and not do it. But now that I've said that, I will probably be going over to my first BMB since today is my EDD. Just to make it worse. I think something is wrong with me.

    Nothing is wrong with you!

    We all do this...even though we all know it's stupid!  I went the other day and most have had their LOs.  For some reason, I found it easier to see "________ is here!" than pregnancy related posts.  I agree with pp that it must get easier after your EDD has past.  Leading up to it is a nightmare.

    Hang in there! 

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  • Big hug on the self inflicted pain on an already crappy day! And bigger hug on your approaching EDD - they are tough! I was a mess that day and really for a few weeks after even... I've just started to get some closure but it does pop up at the most inopportune times.
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  • {{hugs}} I do that too sometimes. I don't know why. I'm a glutton for punishment I suppose.
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  • Thanks ladies. Its good to know Im not the only one.
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