TTC after 35

So, I'm 40 today

I was really hoping I'd be pregnant way before now.  Tomorrow I could possibly be triggering for our first IVF cycle.  Doc says we have 13 follicles (that they can see) & thinks we should get 8 eggs from them.  I am beyond nervous thinking this is not going to work.  I can't begin to tell you how crappy I will feel paying on a personal loan every month for the next 3 years if we don't get pregnant.  I just keep thinking about that beta phone call from the nurse where they tell you you're pregnant or not.  I don't know what I'll do if I get the "sorry, not pregnant".  Gah!  It's horrible just thinking about it.
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