OK, so I'm starting to freak out a little. I am almost 30 weeks pregnant--how did that happen?! ha!
My freak out is about 2 things: 1) that I'm going to have this one early too--I'm only about 2 weeks away from when I had Scott. That scares the crap out of me!
2) How in the hidy-ho am I going to handle having a newborn and Scott (who is a very active boy and into everything)??? There are days I think I can do it and there are days that I'm pretty sure it's going to be a disaster. I know there are many people on the planet with more than one kid but seriously, how do they survive the 1st year? I just think back to Scott's first year and it was not fun. Sure there were great moments in there but it was really, really, really hard for me. AH!!
OK, I'm done now. Just putting it out there. I know everything will be fine and we'll figure out how to make everything work. Just had to tell someone that there's a part of me freaking out on the inside. ![]()
Re: starting to freak out
first off, I can't believe you are 30 weeks!!
2nd I can understand why you are freaked out. Hopefully this LO will bake longer.
lastly, I can see why you are freaking out about having 2 kids. It freaks me out too and we are not even TTC. You are going to be great at it and the 1st year is going to be hard but it is going to fly by. Lots of hugs.
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