I swear this surrogacy is making me so nervous. Every time I think about leaving my girls for 4-5 days, I tear up and I rarely ever cry so that says a little something. My only consolation is that my girls adore my Mom and I figured she'd offer to stay with the girls during the day while DH is at work.
Well, scrap that.
My mom mentioned today that she'll be at a conference while I'm out east so not only will DH have to take off work for this, but he has no clue how to care for our girls. AND he may have a disaster recovery project to manage so he might not be able to even be at home on those days. Ana will only stay with DH or my Mom without crying the entire time.
:: pulling my hair out ::
I don't have a lot of control over when we do this transfer. It's one of the few things that contractually I have to go along with.
I have until March 30th. HOW DO I TRAIN MY HUSBAND TO CARE FOR OUR GIRLS and not lose patience with them, send them to his wacko mothers house in the evenings or take his eyes off of them for more than 5 minutes? (He gets bored easily so I envision him hopping on the computer or getting engrossed in TV.
I should give him more credit but I'm already upset about leaving and now I'm worried about who I'm leaving them with. DH has SO many great qualities. Caring for our children just happens to not be one of them. help.