I want to be optimistic but I cant help but feel completely abandoned... alone ... not whole.... if that makes sense.
Please offer any and all insight...I know it will get better I cant help but be angry... and I know I now have to deal with him for the rest of my life... Just having a hard time coping.
Re: New here...
What's your backstory, if you don't mind sharing.
I can tell you that it does get better with time, but being a single parent IS very difficult. It's also very rewarding. You need a strong support system, that will help a ton.
Welcome! I don't know your story, but mine is that I was in a very brief relationship and ended up pregnant after a condom broke. It sounds lame, but it is exactly what I describe.
I had a good initial relationship with the baby's father, but that has seemingly fizzled. He is so hard to talk to and hasn't shared the news about our soon-to-be-born daughter to any of his family. It hurts a lot, but I love her and know I will be a good mommy to her.
The ladies here are pretty warm, intelligent girls. We get visits from some well-meaning people on the outside, but you won't find a more welcoming crowd. Let your guard down and tell us what's going on so we can be helpful.
I wish you all the best!