emotional rant

I have never been a frequent poster, mostly just a lurker and I haven't did that for about four months. We have had one RE appointment in august and I had lab work which I still have not got the results of my anitmullerian hormone, I was only told that it was low by a nurse. After DH had his surgery for his vericocele we had a 4 month f/u SA 2-16-11, which his numbers improved from 25mill. to 75mill., he has also been on clomid since surg so his hormones improved as well. My appointment with my new RE(the other one left the practice) was supposed to be 2-24-11, we left the house knowing that it might snow, we drove for a 45min(RE is 2 1/2hrs away), then DH made the decision to turn around because it would become to dangerous to come home. I knew he was right but I cryed all the way home and cryed all day, because when I called to reschedule the earliest appointment was March 29th. I just feel like the world is against us and just need to tell someone who understands what a let down it is. March is our 2yr mark, and even though we fixed DH and feel like we have got nowhere. Thanks for listening.