Is it hope? Or belief in Murphy's Law?
I haven't yet started spotting this cycle. FP is due Sunday. That's still three days, a lot can happen. I could walk to the bathroom now and see the telltale spotting. But, if this was going to happen, now would be the time right? I don't have any tests in the house, and will probably wait until Monday to buy one, if I mike it that long. Since H just signed up for $240 a month in additional insurance to get us IVF coverage, and he has been taking his vitamins for almost three months, this is when it would happen, if it were to happen.
Although typing this out probably just jinxed it and I will still be heading into treatment next month.
I hate this stupid rollercoaster. And when my stupid period does start, I'm going to throw a fit and say it's like a family member just died. ::snicker::