I'm feeling down tonight.. Not like sobbing in a corner curled up in the fetal position, but I'm missing DH quite a bit. I've been proud of myself for how "together" I've been and I'm not going to fall apart or anything, but it's enough that I feel like I just need to let it out a little bit tonight. I know I shouldn't let the "what-ifs" get to me, it's just hard when I think about when DH will get to meet his daughter. I'm sure these end of pregnancy hormones don't make for the most stable mind when it comes to getting through a (first) deployment. Sometimes I wish I could kidnap DH..maybe just until Flora is born. That's sane, right?
I just don't wanna miss him anymore. I think I'm going to make pouty faces and stomp around the house for a little bit. That usually makes me feel better.