Well, at least I think it was because of that post...
I had the most horrifying dream last night. I had given up Steven for adoption because I didn't think I could handle 2 children. Another Nestie (that I'm not friends with who has a child very close in age to Steven) adopted him. I saw them together somewhere and I knew I had made the biggest mistake and was hysterically crying to my mom that I wanted him back. UGH. It's going to haunt me all day now. ![]()
Re: as a result of the abortion post...
As a result of that post, crossing over into 2nd tri, and watching Andrew Zimmerman butcher a large animal in the middle of the desert in Namibia last night, I too had a horribly vivid miscarriage dream. It was awful. And bizarre. I ended up sleeping through my alarm and missing my workout and now the whole day is thrown off.
So I totally understand. Bad dreams suck. Sorry!
I was thinking about adoption during and after reading it too and wondering why I didn't see it mentioned. Maybe I didn't read all the posts though, or just skimmed 'em. I did emotionally eat too many Reese's peanut butter eggs while reading it.
You will do great with two.
I had a weird abortion-related dream last night, too. I don't remember it clearly...it had something to do with my sister, too. Either I was pregnant or she was pregnant...but we didn't want it...I don't remember. Its gone.
what a terrible dream. give your little boy extra cuddles and kisses today!
by the way, i'm totally predicting that you're having a little girl with strawberry blonde hair. she's going to be adorable!
HA! You're sweet, and you're not the only one! Everyone in the family is calling Tiny she/her.
I hope she has Steven's hair color (if she is indeed a she)!