It's still Monday, so there's still time. You don't have to read this, but I need to let off some steam.
I know it's ridiculous to get jealous over pregnancy announcements. But this weekend I had to shop for and attend the my first baby shower since DH & I started trying, and I didn't know I would have a difficult time with it. It wasn't so much the shower, it was looking through all the baby things and wishing so hard that I had a LO to buy those things for. There have been two pregnancy announcements in the past 3 days, one from my bf's sister-in-law. My bf knows we are trying, but I just felt like she was being insensitive. "Oh, she got pregnant because she had sex like 5 times while she was ovulating." REALLY?! I'm supposed to be having sex while I ovulate?! So that's why I haven't gotten KU
DH had to go in to work early, so I get to spend tonight alone. We did, however get a little sexy time in before he left.
And to top it all off and the real reason I'm pissy, it's CD 27 and I haven't O'd yet. I really don't know if I can handle another anovulatory cycle. Our timing sucked last month when I O'd on CD24, and I keep thinking what if that was our last chance for months.
I need wine.
Re: Can I have my PityPartyB!tchFest a little late?
dx: LPD & low progesterone 11/2011
BFP #1 August 23
I hope everything turns out okay, and hope you O soon!