last minute change of plans :S

gidge · February 2011

DH's travel schedule finally got set last yesterday after we'd decided to wait until next month. When we looked at the calendar for April, it turned out he was going to be gone the same freaking week as our ET (with our history, I don't think I could handle that one alone)

I called the clinic this morning to see if they'd be able to adjust the cycle so he was here and they would have me on lupron for an extra week so that he'd only miss ER (same thing they'd do so our RE would be here for our ER/ET in March). We'd have to wait until April to start a cycle that wouldn't have me on lupron longer and to get DH here for ER and ET.

So... we're starting our cycle this month. EEK! I am totally freaked out that I'll be over suppressed even though the clinic isn't and if we have an ET the beta will be right around our anniversary and my birthday. That kind of freaks me out. I wanted to lose some weight and REALLY wish DH was going to be around for the big stuff... but when they gave me the chance to still go ahead I couldn't stop myself.