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Why do I let myself get hopeful?

Finallyhismrs07Finallyhismrs07 member
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It's ridiculous. I know I don't ovulate. I know this. And yet, I have a cycle where my boobs are a little sore (from the gym anyone?) and I have some eggwhite CM and I get my hopes all up. I tested this morning (there was a waste of money!) and of course it was a BFN. And even as I write this I tell myself that it could have just been early because I would have no idea when I ovulated (yeah right!) and it's only been like 2 or 2 1/2 weeks since the first day of eggwhite. 

Why do I do this? I just can't help it I suppose. And it doesn't help that I called my best friend the other day because I needed to talk to her about something and I had told her this because I needed to know a good time to call and the first thing she says is "Are you Pregnant?!?!" No, no I'm not, but thanks for rubbing that in. She doesn't mean to be like that, she just doesn't understand.

Well I don't really know the point of this post, I'm just grumbly I guess. But at least DH and I are celebrating Valentines day a little early this year and are going out of town for the day and having dinner out so that should be fun!

If you made it this far you are amazing! Have a wonderful sunday ladies! 

Me 29 I DH 28
Married in April 2007
One Furbaby - Adorable Pitt Mix
15 Months TTC....2nd Cycle of Letrozole - Success!
Expecting our first two little miracles - Boy/Girl Twins! - EDD March 3, 2017
High Risk Pregnancy - Type 1 Diabetic; Hypothyroidism; Di/Di Twin Pregnancy

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Re: Why do I let myself get hopeful?

  • Finallyhismrs07Finallyhismrs07 member

    Yeah...I used to chart, I just used to get really discouraged with every low temp...its a vicious cycle isn't it! Thanks for the thought though. I have thought about going back to it. Maybe I will!

    BTW: I've gotta run ladies, DH says its time to go! 

    Me 29 I DH 28
    Married in April 2007
    One Furbaby - Adorable Pitt Mix
    15 Months TTC....2nd Cycle of Letrozole - Success!
    Expecting our first two little miracles - Boy/Girl Twins! - EDD March 3, 2017
    High Risk Pregnancy - Type 1 Diabetic; Hypothyroidism; Di/Di Twin Pregnancy

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    Anniversary

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  • ondjimaondjima member
    Getting hopeful is the curse of IF! Although the last few days have been nice, dreaming about baby names and lurking on the October board. ((HUGS))
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  • jb2rnjb2rn member

    You aren't alone. I spot every single cycle right after I ovulate, so I pretty much know I am out before I even began, so to speak.

    However, this cycle I had less spotting, so I figured that meant something! Then my pre-AF emotions came yesterday and I knew the b!tch was coming. It's natural, but frustrating, because then I get mad I was hopeful in the first place Sad

    b/w=FSH 15.6, AMH 0.4 surprise natural BFP on 3/12/11
    DS born via unplanned C-section at 40w6d

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  • kasey9kahnekasey9kahne member
    I do it too.  I let my thoughts start wandering to places it shouldn't.  Enjoy your valentine's day and remember you are not alone.
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