TTC After a Loss

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What do you need to confess tonight ladies?

 

 

*** Just a reminder -  the Nightly Confessions post is not so much about what you are doing this evening but more to confess something that you did today that you wouldn't tell anyone else.***  

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  • DH feels like he might have the flu but I gave him what he thought was Tamiflu and instead gave him Sudafed. He's feeling better thanks to the "flu" meds I gave him. I knew he didn't have the flu and he was just playing it up Embarrassed

    Shame on me.

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  • My food intake for the day

    2 cups of coffee (one at breakfast, one at "lunch")

    A Kit Kat for breakfast

    Half a cracker for lunch

    Chili and ice cream for dinner. 

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  • I hate putting these away, but I'd rather me do this than my husband.

    Its hitting me harder than I thought, as my due date gets closer, but I don't want to "ruin" valentines day weekend being a debby downer 

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  • I regret following a goat over to PgAL. It invites "the crazies" and in the end it's not worth having people getting hurt. I'll stick to TTCAL and be done.

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  • I just wish it was summer time.. I am so sick of seeing snow
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  • imageTapatio:

    I regret following a goat over to PgAL. It invites "the crazies" and in the end it's not worth having people getting hurt. I'll stick to TTCAL and be done.

    Yes

    I don't usually venture out, but when I do it never seems to end well 

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  • I'm making brownies from scratch right now "for my husband" for valentine's day. (today is the only day I can make them before he gets home and surprise him).  However, my other motivation is to have them on hand after I test, you know, just in case.  *blush*
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  • imagenoah-bear:

    My food intake for the day

    2 cups of coffee (one at breakfast, one at "lunch")

    A Kit Kat for breakfast

    Half a cracker for lunch

    Chili and ice cream for dinner. 

     

    Yummy! Sounds good to me! lol!

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  • Step DD made me cry today. I asked her what she wanted for Valentine's Day and she said "I want a baby brother or sister. Everyone in my class has brothers or sisters" DH called and asked what was wrong and I couldn't tell him.

    I'm trying kiddo. Sorry we haven't given you a brother or sister yet.

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  • imagehuskergirl24:

    Step DD made me cry today. I asked her what she wanted for Valentine's Day and she said "I want a baby brother or sister. Everyone in my class has brothers or sisters" DH called and asked what was wrong and I couldn't tell him.

    I'm trying kiddo. Sorry we haven't given you a brother or sister yet.

    (((hugs)))

    I'm sorry, hopefully both of you can celebrate soon! 

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  • I just tortured myself by going into the closet where I'm storing all the wee ones things and sat on the floor and sobbed.....Crying
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  • imagelanoue25:
    I just tortured myself by going into the closet where I'm storing all the wee ones things and sat on the floor and sobbed.....Crying

    (((big squishy hugs))) We all do it to ourselves at one point or another. I think it's good to cry and morn. [I took the other path... NOT grieving and trying to put on a happy face for the holidays] I'm stalking your chart!

  • I'm handling the upcoming anniversary of my loss on the 16th much worse than I anticipated. Diving head first into work isn't helping like I thought, and I've been really pouty and moody. The stress and tension at work combined with that have been wreaking havoc on my body and I don't want to go to the doctor because I'm afraid they'll just tell me I'm a mess and need better coping skills.

    I hope I make it through this next week without having a fit and eating gallons of ice cream.

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  • I have been over the top grumpy and snapping at everyone. No idea why except maybe its a sign AF is coming FX


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  • Since my DH is away this weekend, I am sitting at home alone, drinking a beer and bumping.  I know it doesn't sound bad but it totally goes against my "Not at work, not at the computer" philosophy.  Oh well.

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  • imageOatoa:
    Since my DH is away this weekend, I am sitting at home alone, drinking a beer and bumping.  I know it doesn't sound bad but it totally goes against my "Not at work, not at the computer" philosophy.  Oh well.

    I'm right there with you!  I wish I could break my dependence on my computer, but I think the cycle of work, bump, sleep, repeat is keeping me sane right now!  So don't feel guilty!

    My confession is that I am thinking about taking on more hours at work because when I'm there everything just feels more bearable.  I work in an office with a bunch of women in their mid-40s and up, so it's like having a bunch of moms who fuss over me.  I've actually been motivated to get dressed in the morning because they all love it when I show up in a cute outfit and fun shoes.  And it feels good to have a reason to get out of bed in the morning, no matter how silly and vain it might be.

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  • imagelanoue25:
    I just tortured myself by going into the closet where I'm storing all the wee ones things and sat on the floor and sobbed.....Crying

    (((HUGS)))

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