I had my methotrexate shot(s)--2 of them--yesterday at mid-day; my OB was really nice and set me up with an ultrasound right afterwards (it's just the way the scheduling turned out) and it seems we did the exact right thing with the shot (i.e. as opposed to an "exploratory" D&C) because the radiologist confirmed an ectopic mass (no fetus or heartbeat) in my left tube, about 3 cm. So I haven't been imagining the discomfort in my left side. I am seeing my accupuncturist in a half hour and I have to say I'm vaguely looking forward to telling her that it wasn't my large intestine and the pasta I'd had for dinner like she was claiming last week (note to self: accupuncturists are not doctors).
I am doing amazingly ok. The shots (one in each hip) really didn't hurt, and I'm not even sore today. And so far, no side effects and no additional bleeding either. This makes me a little worried the medication isn't working, but then again the left-side discomfort does seem better.
Right now my feeling is primarily one of relief, not sadness (I never had time to be happy about a bfp, so it's not like the feeling of loss that accompanied my first m/c). Relief that I am getting through this, and relief that it wasn't so, so much worse given that it in fact was ectopic. Thanks to everyone for hanging in there with me and the support. I'll be back to update -- my next beta is next Wednesday when they expect the levels to have gone down significantly. And DH comes in today for Valentine's day weekend (though we have been forbidden to BD until my levels are down to 0....).
Re: latest update (warning: m/c mentioned)
IVF #1 ET 1 d3 embryo 10/30/11 BFP
3 Embryos frozen (1 d5, 2 d6)
DS born 07/29/12
FET #1 ET 1 d5 embryo 02/10/15 BFN
FET #2 1 d6 embryo didn't survive thaw, transferred last d6. CP
TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
DE IVF #3 1/14 ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d
DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!
K & K born 11/21/14 at 38wks 4 days
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as usual, you are taking this with uncommon grace and aplomb.
thank you for sharing the details of your experience.
R