Since moving to TX in September, my DS has been in & out of Urgent Care, doctors, specialists, 2 trips to the ER, had surgery, & just spent 4 days in the hospital to be released & have to go back for additional problems the next day.
I don't regret leaving my H by any means. He was basically an absent H & father anyway. He was there physically but wasn't "there" for me or my son. He didn't really involve himself with either of us & I've basically been alone for the past 3 years.
Some days though, especially after all of the stress of my DS's medical issues, it just gets to be too much. I'm really lucky to be close to my family now but I don't think they quite understand how hard it is & how exhausted I am. I know it's solely my responsibility to handle everything but man it would be nice to have a break sometimes.
Just a vent. I belong to another board of great ladies but I know a lot of them don't quite know the feeling of being so alone in all of this.
Re: This is so freaking hard!!
I totally agree...