So, I have only a couple girls that I can talk to, but no ne really close so I am getting no one to vent my frustrations too. Also, my hubby and I arn't just telling anyone that we are trying to conceive so I cant just ask all my female relatives for advise either. So here is what I have been going through. Last June, we finally decided to start our family. I got pregnant on the first try! But, I lost the baby 3 months later in September. And, my mom wasnt really there for me. None of the girls at work even called to see if I was ok. The only person who was there for me was my hubby, and my sis who had never gone through it. So no one was able to talk to me to help me through it. So, we have been trying ever since. Well, it is now January and still not pregnant. Now I know there are worse cases out there of women who can't get pregnant, so I should count my blessings, but it is still hard. Whenever I think of the baby I lost I still cry, because I wanted to be a mommy so bad! And, I work in retail, so everyday there are women coming in my store with babies, or who are pregnant already, atc.. I am just a young woman with an amazing hubby who wants to be a mommy. So there, got i all out. Just would like to have some girlfriends to talk to and cat with about things.
Married: April 17th 2010
TTTC after Loss August 2010