Tomorrow is the anniversary of my Mom's death...edited...

dundasgirl · January 2011

I know this is a bummer of a post. And I know I have been more lurker than poster lately...but you guys were so amazing to me last year when she died so I thought maybe I could talk a little about this?

I still miss her everyday. And talk about her a lot. And have sad days. But I think she is with me. And I have realized that I am more like her than I ever thought:)

jds0521 · January 2011

Aww, this must be a rough day/week/month for you. I know she is watching over you & your precious family.

Sending big hugs your way.

beebe929 · January 2011

Oh Hun! I can't believe it has been a year!! I am so very sorry. Hang in there lady!! She would be so proud of what a wonderul Mom you are!!!

desabean · January 2011

I'm so sorry. I think often about how you had a feeling she was so sick and went to visit and lost her so soon afterwards.

I can't imagine how hard the past year must have been but I'm so happy to hear you have really used the time in a positive way.

JessandJeremy · January 2011

Thank you so much for sharing that with us. I am sure tomorrow will be hard for you, as the last year was. (Hugs)

JillRock96 · January 2011

I'm so sorry. I can't believe it has been a year. (((HUGS)))

dana316 · January 2011

(((Hugs)))

jenber77 · January 2011

You are a very strong woman, Heidi. (((HUGS)))

preheatedoven · January 2011

I remember your posts from last year. ((HUGS)) I'm sure tomorrow will be difficult.

DavezWife · January 2011

I remember that week, and you talking about her "strong spirit" and the fight in her....

My thoughts are with you and your whole family.

AlissaCell701 · January 2011

I am soo sorry..My mothers anniversery of her death is next week also. I HATE the month of February... I know how hard it can be. I will be thinking of you...

nicolita14w · January 2011

(((hugs)))

schmoodle · January 2011

I'm so sorry - I remember you posting about her at the time. Thinking of you, hon.

Christakim · January 2011

I'm so sorry, it's so hard when anniversaries like those come along. ((HUGS))

tina623 · January 2011

I can't believe it's been a year

I'm sorry for your loss and I know tomorrow will be a hard day for you. (((hugs)))

dundasgirl · January 2011

Thanks ladies...Ugh, I feel like I am such a downer...I think I am going to edit.

happytracy · January 2011

Just wanted to send (((HUGS))) your way!

Waiting4baby08 · January 2011

I'm so sorry that you have lived an entire year without your mom. I will be thinking of you this weekend. Big hugs.

JillRock96 · January 2011

dundasgirl:
Thanks ladies...Ugh, I feel like I am such a downer...I think I am going to edit.

I saw that you edited. I think what you wrote before was beautiful. To continue to grow (on the inside) is a wonderful thing, and I'm sure your mom would be proud of who you've become, especially if that person is a little bit like her.

*Willis* · January 2011

I'm so sorry. This has to be such a hard time for you. Are you able to celebrate her life with a bottle of wine, box of Kleenex and photos this weekend?

emmyloustu · January 2011

I can't believe it has been a year. I am so sorry. ((((HUGS)))))

kme930 · January 2011

(((hugs))) Such a tough anniversary. I'm so sorry hon. Remember you're still allowed to grieve - perhaps you could do something in honor of her tomorrow (eat her favorite meal? visit her - not sure if that's possible?). But most importantly, take care of yourself!

sasa625 · January 2011

I'm sure it will be a hard day (as it's probably been a hard year!) I know that I have a hard time in the weeks leading up to the anniversary of my mom's passing (and her birthday, which just passed)

Many, many hugs to you!