TTC After a Loss

~taking a break~

I thought I could be here and be supportive and participate. But right now, given the week I am having and the weeks leading up to this one with the phone calls, then being sick and all (if you remember). I am an emotional mess. I cry about everything, I am so freaking tired because I can't sleep for more than a couple hours a night. I need to protect what I have and use it on myself. I am so sorry ladies, but I think i just need a break, because I don't think I have it in me to expend the energy and emotions here. I will most likely still write in my blog and my email is listed there. But don't expect me to be back for at least a week or so. Again I am so sorry and I really was trying, I just......can't.
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  • I'm so sorry. Take all the time you need, you have to take care of yourself. ::hugs::
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  • I'm sorry you are feeling so down right now. I sometimes take bump breaks and I come back feeling re-energized. Take all the time you need.
  • Completely understandable!  You definitely need to take care of yourself right - you are priority #1.  I'll be thinking of you this Friday.  (((BIG BIG HUGS)))

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  • Take all the time you need... We will miss you and please let us know if there is anything we can do!
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  • I am sorry you are having a hard time right now. We will be here when and if you decide to come back. (hugs)
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  • So sorry you are feeling so crappy!  And sorry you feel you have to go but we inderstand.  Hopefully you will be back but on PGAL Wink  ((HUGS))
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    BFP #3 3/7/11 - EDD 11/17/11
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  • juls- I'm sorry you're having a tough time lately. Focus on yourself for the next few days and relax. We'll be here when you want to come back.

    ((hugs))

    Married 5/15/10. Me (29). DH (33). BFP#1 7/25/10 - Missed m/c 8wks - D&E 8/25/10 BFP#2 12/25/10 - Missed m/c 7wks - D&E 1/20/11 (second loss due to abnormal chromosome 7) Genetics testings- Normal. RPL panel results- Normal. Elevated FSH (14). DH b/w normal. SA- Normal. HSG- Left tube possibly blocked. Minor septum removed. My Ovulation Chart ~~ Hope is the companion of power, and mother of success. For who so strongly hopes has within him the gift of miracles ~~ image
  • I'm sorry! I was thinking I hadnt seen u in a few days. HUGS

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    IUI #1 (w/clomid)-9/5/11-BFN ; IUI #2 (w/clomid)-10/5/11 - BFP - 11/1/12-No sac seen; 11/2/11 and 11/9/11-Methotrexate 
    IVF #1- ER 2/2; ET 2/5;-Two 8 cell embryos transfered = BFFN
    Surprise BFP - 5/7/12
    U/S on 6/8/12 - H/B at 128 BPM; U/S on 6/14/12 @ 9wks-No H/B-D&C on 6/17/12
    IVF 2.0- ER 10/17; ET 10/20-One 12 cell, one 10 cell and one 8 cell embryo transfered
    BFP!   11/16/12 U/S- Two nuggets with perfect heartbeats! EDD 7/10/13

     

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  • I'm so sorry you are feeling this way.  There's no need for you to apologize leaving for now. You need to take care of yourself.  I hope you are able to get what you need.  (((hugs)))


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    BFP #3 1.18.11 - natural M/C 5w1d
    BFP #4 5.6.11 - 13dpo: hcg 68, p 16.3; 16dpo: hcg 211,
    p16.6; 18dpo: hcg 416, p 15.6; 25dpo: hcg 6,007
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  • {{{HUGS}}}
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  • Take all the time you need ((huge hugs)).
    Natural MCs 2/4/09, 8/22/09 & 4/7/10
    Dx with Antiphospholipid Antibody Syndrome (APS)
    BFP #4 5/14/12
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    5/22/12...2nd Betas- 207, P4 6.1 (MC confirmed)
  • (((Hugs))) Take care of yourself.  We'll be here for you when you feel ready to come back.
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    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
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  • So sorry to hear you are having such a rough time. Know that you will be missed and that when you are ready to come back we will be here for you! Take some time for yourself and maybe even treat yourself to some pampering! You deserve it!
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  • We'll miss you! I hope that a break will give you the time to rest and heal.
  • I'm so sorry this is so hard. take care of yourself! Big hugs!
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  • (((HUGS))) we will miss you!
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  • *hugs*  Thanks for all the support you've given everyone.  If and when you're ready to come back, know that you will be welcomed with open arms.  We'll miss you.
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  • ((((hugs)))) You'll be missed.  Hope the break helps you.  Feel better soon.
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