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Another failed IUI...I want to cry

This SUCKS!!!!!! I started spotting exaclty on schedule.  Honeslty it is shocking how predictable AF is.... WTF

Worst part is that now that means I am moving on to IVF.  I can not believe that we have been trying for over a year for number 2 and that now I have to do another fresh cycle after a failed FET, m/c and now 3 failed IUIs

Ha and to think I actually thought I would be pregnant at the same time as all my stupid pregnant co-workers....nope.  Plus things at work are terribe and the weather today is awful. 

I am so out of sorts today. I just want to cry in my office.

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  • I am so so sorry. (((hugs))).
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  • I'm am SO so sorry. What's your diagnosis/why are you moving to ivf?
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  • I'm so sorry.  I feel the same way.
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  • I'm sorry sweetie =(

     

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  • Oh honey...I'm so sorry. ((HUGS))
  • I'm so sorry. Close the door (or go somewhere more private if you don't have a door) and cry. You're allowed, and it really does help sometimes. Huge ((hugs))
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    I'm am SO so sorry. What's your diagnosis/why are you moving to ivf?

    Our original diagnosis (before DD) was MFI ( low count under 5 million). RE suggested we go right to ivf after DH's count did not improve post varicocele surgery. IVF#1 worked.   Well now 3 years after his surgery his count is normal. But we suspect I also have some underlying issues we did not realize. I always have a very short LP and Now doing these IUIs my e2 never gets high so RE thinks I am probably not making mature eggs. But obviously I did get pregnant so we are so confused.  I am just done with the IUIs.  This cycle I triggered with 6 follicles (RE thought only 2 of them would be mature) so I was of course worried it would not work and on the other hand stressed about HOM. These IUIs are such a guessing game.  I feel like I am playing Russian roulette every month.   I do have IVF coverage so I am ready to move on but I am dreading it. 

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  • Ugh, that sucks, I'm so sorry.
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  • I agree you are allowed to cry.  Hope things turn around soon.
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    imageJune24Bride:
    I'm am SO so sorry. What's your diagnosis/why are you moving to ivf?

    Our original diagnosis (before DD) was MFI ( low count under 5 million). RE suggested we go right to ivf after DH's count did not improve post varicocele surgery. IVF#1 worked.   Well now 3 years after his surgery his count is normal. But we suspect I also have some underlying issues we did not realize. I always have a very short LP and Now doing these IUIs my e2 never gets high so RE thinks I am probably not making mature eggs. But obviously I did get pregnant so we are so confused.  I am just done with the IUIs.  This cycle I triggered with 6 follicles (RE thought only 2 of them would be mature) so I was of course worried it would not work and on the other hand stressed about HOM. These IUIs are such a guessing game.  I feel like I am playing Russian roulette every month.   I do have IVF coverage so I am ready to move on but I am dreading it. 

    Wow that is a rollercoaster. Just when you get good news ( with dh counts ) you get bad news. I'm shocked you had 6 follies. I'm sure IVF is intimidating...but how awesome that you have that coverage. I hope the best for you 

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  • I'm so sorry.
    A lot of years and a million tears finally led me to you.
    After 7 years trying to concieve, 3 failed IUIs and 2 failed IVFs, my third IVF was a success!
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  • hang in there sweetie! you'll be knocked up soon, if IVF worked for you before, it's very likely to work again.

    try to do something nice to pamper yourself today.. sending many hugs. 

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  • I'm sorry. It's just not fair.
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  • oh philly i'm so sorry!!  i'm surprised you already had another one...seems like we just found out about our bfns last cycle.
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  • I'm so so sorry!
  • I'm so sorry sweetie - sending lots of hugs your way.
  • i'm so sorry, but just think, when you do get pregnant all focus will be on you!

    on a side note, we started TTC #2, back in July.  After 5 failed IUIs (1 m/c) We finally decided to just move to IVF.  I had never done one before (conceived DS on IUI #7), but we were tired of waiting and guessing, so we just did our first IVF this month.  I think if you are comfortable with IVF and ahve the coverage, just do it.  Then at least there is no guessing.  GL!

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  • I'm so sorry ((((hugs))))
  • I am so sorry. Being at work the day you get your bfn totally sucks. I hope your next cycle is THE one!
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  • IF still suxs when TTC #2. I did 3 IUIs and and IVF so far.. moving onto next IVF soon.  Never thought it would come to this.  Very frustrating.  Hugs.
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  • I'm so sorry.  (((HUGS)))
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    oh philly i'm so sorry!!  i'm surprised you already had another one...seems like we just found out about our bfns last cycle.

    Yeah my body is goofy  - it has not been that long. They do back to back IUI cycles and a cycle only lasts about 3 weeks for me. 

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  • I'm so sorry, sweetie :( *hugs*
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  • huge hugs. I am SO SORRY :( You have been through so much.
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  • I am so very sorry!
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  • I am so sorry, keeping you in my thoughts. Hope you can leave early!


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  • I am so sorry Sue!! That totally stinks.
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  • I'm sure you are feeling very disappointed :(  I'm sorry.  Big ((hugs))
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  • I'm so sorry.  IF sucks.  Big hugs.
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