Are you as scared of labour as I am? With the first I was nervous. With the second I was calm, cool and totally confident. But then I had terrible back labour and he came shooting out on the second push and I was screaming like one of the victims in "Saw." I'm so tired. I feel like my body has crapped out on me and I still have a few weeks to go. I am in bad shape (everything seems to be broken) no sleep, chasing two kids every day. I just plain ?run down." I know what "bad labour" can feel like when I was in good shape, I can barely get up the stairs my SPD is so bad. I'll say, I'm totally freaking out.
Re: 3rd timers...
Girl, that is why they invented epidurals.
I want a med free birth, but I had no idea I was going to be so physically and mentally drained by this point. I haven't even had my baby yet and I'm glued to the couch because my back/hips hurt constantly, and soon it'll be because I'm not getting much sleep. I'm not scared of labor because I know my body was made for it, I'm more afraid of the after! The unknown, the sleepless nights ahead... that scares me most. I am not a nice person on little sleep, and I fear for the kind of mother I'm about to become!