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I cried for 30 minutes in my garage today...

mrs-smith2bmrs-smith2b member
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I found out officially this past Tuesday, that I lost my second baby due to miscarriage.  I have been holding it together since Tuesday and hadn't cried yet.  My best friend is getting married & today we went to try on bridesmaids dresses for her wedding.  While alone in the fitting room, her cousin told me she is eight weeks pregnant.  I held it together, congratulated her, and told her how excited I was for her.  When I got home, I sat in my car and cried for thirty minutes by myself. 

I should have been nine weeks tomorrow.  I miss my baby.  I loved my baby.  All I want is my baby back.  I am jealous, and I feel so silly for crying over someone else's miracle.  I don't think anyone else can understand, but I thought maybe you ladies would. 

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Re: I cried for 30 minutes in my garage today...

  • babyonmindbabyonmind
    So sorry. : (
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  • mrs-smith2bmrs-smith2b member
    Kaugie- I'm sorry for your loss.  I know you're pain, and just know you are not alone.  I find comfort in knowing there are other women out there who feel the way I do.  ((hugs))
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  • taurus424taurus424 member

    losing a baby at any stage of pregnancy is terrible. i lost my baby girl on 1-11-11 at 22 weeks. i cry everyday for her. to feel her move to hold her. the minute that you see the two pink lines we are in love. we planned for her...i had her room all decorated in my head.....well God had other plans. He wanted his angel sooner than i was ready for her to go . And well I am here and she is in heaven....and someday we will meet again...and that will be a wonderful day. until then all of the mommies of angel babies are here on earth and crying for our little lost loves.

    Its okay to cry.

    hugs to you and your husband.

     

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  • mrs-smith2bmrs-smith2b member
    Taurus - I am so sorry for your loss.  My heart aches for you.  You wrote that so beautifully, and one things that really stood out to me is that we are in love the minute we see those two pink lines.  It is so true, and it's something I never understood until I saw the lines.  I'll keep you in my prayers.  ((hugs))
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  • sisterraelsisterrael
    Do NOT feel silly for getting upset about pregnancy announcements, it happens.  I am sorry for your loss and it is totally okay to cry or scream or hit things or whatever it takes to get through the day.  ((HUGS))
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  • PachitaPachita member
    ((BIG HUGS)))

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  • AustinBride06AustinBride06

    Oh hon, I'm right there with you.  I found out this past Thurs... and Friday night I sat crying in my car, in the garage for maybe an hour before I could go in and take the cytotec and go to bed.

    And for some masochistic reason, i thought it would be a great idea to go to BRU yesterday.  That was a huge mistake of course.  More car/parking lot crying.

    I hate hearing that others are going through as much pain as I am right now for the exact same reason...  :(

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  • Froggy76Froggy76 member
    I'm sorry.  That must have been a really tough situation- I don't know how you were able to keep it together until you got home!
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