Anyone else want to crush my heart?

Married071709 · January 2011

I am so tired of IF. It's ruining any hope I had left. We are completely oop. I have spent over $1200 since Sunday for monitoring. I responded too well to the Gonal-F. I have 7 mature follicules. IUI has been cancelled and our dreams shattered once again. Crying

I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm tired of the mind games that go along with IF. I'm tired of waiting. I'm angry that us having children determined by money. We can't afford IVF at this point in time. I just don't know what to do. It looks like a break is in our future. Hopefully I don't go crazy because of it.

redsoxbono · January 2011

katerena · January 2011

I'm sorry

Sometimes all you can do is just to hold on minute by minute. Hugs to you

MBfromBMC · January 2011

Married071709:

I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm tired of the mind games that go along with IF. I'm tired of waiting. I'm angry that us having children determined by money. We can't afford IVF at this point in time. I just don't know what to do. It looks like a break is in our future. Hopefully I don't go crazy because of it.

This is exactly how I feel! (((hugs))) Hang in there! We're all in this together!

KDC1014 · January 2011

I'm sorry. Hopefully they will find a new plan for you. I know how frustrating it is. (((HUGS)))

DeputiesWife · January 2011

::hugs::

patchen30 · January 2011

I'm sorry sweetie ((hugs))

jaminjeff · January 2011

Oh sweetie I'm sorry. It's not fair at all, especially after all the hard earned money you pump into it to then be told you can't go forward. (((HUGS)))

Sunshine05 · January 2011

I'm so sorry. *hugs*

jessican08 · January 2011

((BIG HUGS)). I'm so very sorry. It's not fair...I know it might not be right, but this thought always goes through my head when I hear about a celebrity dealing with IF...it's not that I don't feel for them but I always think that it must be nice not to have to worry about the financial burden of IF on top of the emotional and physical burden as well.

MrsRich0226 · January 2011

I am so sorry. Hang in there sweetie!

((hugs))

LisAndMikey · January 2011

I'm feeling the same way! I can definitely relate to the added stress/heartbreak that being completely OOP causes in addition to the normal IF suck. I'm beginning to think this is just never going to happen for us. Why does it have to cost so much just to have a chance at having a baby?! We have to do IVF w/ PGD, and I just can't imagine paying for the whole process only to have zero viable embryos. Waaaaahhhhh!

Rachael07.07.07 · January 2011

I'm so sorry that your cycle was cancelled. Instead of going to IVF next, could you maybe do a low dose protocol IUI? That's what my RE has me do so I don't overstim. I completely understand how you feel about being OOP! We are in the same boat. This cycle for me is our last before IVF and we're going to have to take some time off to save again. It really friggin blows. I agree with pp that sometimes all you can do is hold on minute by minute. Hang in there! (((Hugs)))

carlatron · January 2011

I'm so sorry.

andrea817 · January 2011

I'm so sorry. Hang in there

mikeandangie · January 2011

I am so sorry, sweetie. I hope things will turn around. In the meantime, try and do something nice for yourselves. I know it's a forced break, but sometimes they are good for regrouping. Big (((hugs))).