UPDATE! Need help.

Fallon621 · January 2011

Well first of all how are all you lovely ladies doing today? How is every one feeling emotionally? I hope much better then me!?

So about the gas main blow up. Did any of you see it on the news? If not there are videos of it on www.myfoxphilly.com and my house is right there. There were a lot of people evacuated and now there are 2 workers dead. Good thing is that they came in and checked our house and we did not have to leave. So of course I was still worried and didn't get much sleep. But we are all OK we were just very shook up and it really upset DS!!

Now I don't know if any of you remember but I had my Follow up post-op appointment today at 9am. Pregnant woman every where! So I talk the the doctor who did my surgery, gave him my papers from the ER when I went other day, talked to him about my pain and guess fvcking what!?!? HE THINKS THAT THERE IS STILL MORE TISSUE IN THERE!!!!!! And my UTE is still swollen. I have to get another U/S on Friday. OH JOY I GET TO SEE MY EMPTY A$$ UTE YET AGAIN. So depressing!! And if there is still tissue in there I HAVE TO HAVE ANOTHER FVCKING SURGERY AGAIN THAT DAY ON THIS FRIDAY!!!!!! As soon as he said that I broke down crying hysterically. Sorry for the caps and the cursing but I am beyond upset and I do not know how much more my body can handle or my heart. My MW said that she has never had any have to go through this much. And that in its self worries me.

Now I am wondering if I do have to get another surgery so soon is this going to cause lots of scar tissue? Is this going to cause future fertility problems? What is going on with my body!? If I can not have another baby then I am seriously suing someone!! So to say the least I have gotten no rest since yesterday, so much for bed rest and of course still bleeding (43 days now). Am I being punished for something?

OH YES and can't forget I also had to go get a filling in a tooth after hearing all of this because I already had the appointment and it was in the same building.

taurus424 · January 2011

i am so sorry for all that....all of this is just awful. I dont have any advice...but are right along with you questioning all this. it is a long time for all this to be continuing....

i know you are asking if you are being punished for something....i ask myself that same question every day.

Muffinhb · January 2011

oh no! im so sorry you are still going through this! i have been praying you and will continue too!

busterbeagle · January 2011

I'm so so so sorry that things are so hard for you right now. It sounds like you have had an exceptionally bad day in the midst of so many difficult ones. Vent all you need and I really hope tomorrow is a little bit better for you.

I can imagine your total frustration about what is going on with your body right now. I don't know how to answer your questions, but the best I can do is to suggest maybe getting a second opinion from a different doctor (who might be able to). Not saying your doctor is necessarily to blame for the excessive stress you are going through, but I think I would probably have too many negative feelings about him after what you have been through and at least be somewhat suspicious that he didn't do a good enough job the first time around. I hope that doesn't sound wrong, just my opinion though, I don't know the whole story.