I ask this in all seriousness. I feel like I'm in a bad dream. I look around and I just think, "wow, this sucks". I don't really know what I'm supposed to do about it either. I have no health insurance and can't afford to go talk to someone. Please, any advice would be appreciated!
Re: PPD 10 months after?
Yes, my PPD didn't really kick in until 6 months post-partum, which I've heard is very common. Has anything changed recently? Like weaning? Or a shift in routine? In some ways I think the 2nd 6 months after baby is born is harder than the first 6 months, when there is more support. People kind of forget about you after a while. If you're working out of the home, people expect more of you now that you're not "post-partum", and if you're a SAHM, isolation can kick your butt.
Also, Prozac has a very inexpensive generic version that a general practitioner could prescribe.
Good luck!