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Had a complete meltdown yesterday

nova & paulnova & paul member
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I started spotting yesterday and completly lost my sh!t. I even yelled at my dh accusing him for not caring as much because he didn't get upset. After him holding me for awhile I apologized. I hate infertility. Hate it. This morning I started Af....I couldn't even make it to my bloodtest that was going to be tomorrow morning.

This was the 1st time in 2 yrs that I was excited and hopeful. And surprisingly after yesterday's meltdown and waking up to af I'm feeling hopeful again. I just got off the phone with the nurse and she told me I had 3 refills left on my meds! THREE!!! I have no idea how I missed that little bit of info. Paul said he knew. I think part of the reason why I was so devastated was because we are OOP. I thought we had maybe one more chance at this because I still have meds left over from this last IUI(I ovulated early). So this means we might have up to four tries if needed.

This turned out to be way longer than I thought. Sorry.

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Re: Had a complete meltdown yesterday

  • GinghamGingham member
    ((Hugs)) I'm sorry Nova:(  I was really hopeful for you as well.  That IS good news about the meds, though.  Hopefully you will only need one more shot.
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  • ondjimaondjima member
    So sorry Nova. I hate IF too.
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  • cutebride73cutebride73 member
    (((hugs)))  I am sorry - AF svcks!!  I am glad you are feeling hopeful and that you had good news about your meds.  Hopefully this next cycle will be the one! 
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  • nova & paulnova & paul member

    I hope it will be the last too. But I know what the chances are. Thats why I'm so excited about the refills. We only need to worry about the monitoring and the procedures its self.

    And thanks for the hugs:)

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  • lyse2143lyse2143 member
    I'm so sorry sweetie. Yay for the refills and more opportunities than you thought!!!
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  • nova & paulnova & paul member
    Thanks ladies. It's nice to know I can come here and vent.
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