First cycle trying after my m/c and AF showed her evil self this morning. I literally sobbed for almost an hour. I didn't realize how much getting this period would upset me but it felt like a punch in the stomach. I have to stay positive and hopeful for next cycle. I just had this hope it would happen the first time...but its time to dry my eyes and pray that in October 2011 I will be holding my baby.
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Re: Not one of the lucky ones...
So sorry, Julie. {{{{{{{big squishy hugs}}}}}}}}
I hope October 2011 is your month for baby bliss!
TTC#1 for 19 months with PCOS and MFI IUI#3 + injectables = BFP!!!! Beta#1-134(13dpiui) Beta #2-392(15dpiui)
#1 born December 2011
TTC#2 - Beta #1 -51@10dpo Beta#2 -1353 @16dpo
#2 born May 2013
TTC # 3 June 2014 BFP 12-1-14
#3 born August 2015
#4!!!!!!! due June 2017
July, 2010, DH SA: 3% morph
July, 2010, DH Rx: 50 mg Clomid EOD
BFP: 9/3/10 ~ M/C: 9/7/10
BFP: 10/9/10 ~ My beautiful Grace Dorothy was born on 6/14/11
Beta #1 (12 DPO): 111/24 ~ Beta #2 (16 DPO): 722/23 ~ Beta #3 (20 DPO): 3,338/15.3
BFP: 11/14/11 ~ Spotting/Betas not doubling, but HB of 113 bpm @ 6 wks 1 day!
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DS #1 Born: 10/03/06, DS #2 Born: 08/06/12 My Cooking Blog
I had a chemical pregnancy last cycle and I have really bought into the whole "your more fertile after a miscarriage" mentality. However, I am 12 DPO and I am losing hope with continual BFNs. I totally know that when AF finally does show I will have a pity party for myself as well.
The only thing that gives me a little bit of comfort is knowing that when I get the baby I was always meant to have it will be worth the wait. And my struggles will become a distant memory.
GL and I hope this is your lucky cycle! Keep your head up!
Baby Macy is here!
12/09 - Macy (daughter) | 4/10 - Began TTC Baby #2 | 12/10 - Chemical Pregnancy | 1/12 - Miscarriage at 14 weeks | DX - PCOS & Hyperthyroidism
Kylie 10/21/08
Twin Ectopic - lost left tube 12/29/10
Surprise BFP EDD 8/21/13
So so sorry hon. Don't know how that must have felt. Treat yourself kindly today.
Good luck for next cycle..