Trying to Get Pregnant

Not one of the lucky ones...

First cycle trying after my m/c and AF showed her evil self this morning. I literally sobbed for almost an hour. I didn't realize how much getting this period would upset me but it felt like a punch in the stomach. I have to stay positive and hopeful for next cycle. I just had this hope it would happen the first time...but its time to dry my eyes and pray that in October 2011 I will be holding my baby.
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Re: Not one of the lucky ones...

  • Ohh, I'm so sorry. I can imagine how hard that must have been. Do something kind for yourself today!
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  • Sorry to hear that :( Sounds like a bottle of wine, a hot bath and some chocolate are in order!
    BabyFetus Ticker
  • I'm sorry, Julie.  :( 
    BabyFruit Ticker TTC #2 since March 2010. 2 LOSSES ... c/p - Dec 2010. Ectopic - March 2011. Me: 35; DH: 34 DX: DOR, egg quality issues ; DH - all normal FSH 10.1, Estradiol 21.8, AMH 0.49 IVF #1 (Oct/Nov 2011) (Antagonist with BCP's)- 5R, 0 eggs to transfer CD3 b/w by same RE 1/2012: FSH 6, AMH 1.4...wtf?? IVF #2 (Apr 2012) EPP/Antagonist with ICSI - 10R, 7M, 6 ICSI'd, 2F. 3DT = BFN AMH tested by new RE 6/2012 - 2! Saving money for IVF #3. Started a ton of supplements in May 2012 and hoping for a miracle! SURPRISE BFP!! (October 2012)
  • I'm so sorry Julie :-(
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  • So sorry, Julie. {{{{{{{big squishy hugs}}}}}}}}

    I hope October 2011 is your month for baby bliss! 

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  • I'm sorry Julie:(   (((hugs)))


    TTC#1 for 19 months with PCOS and MFI IUI#3 + injectables = BFP!!!!  Beta#1-134(13dpiui) Beta #2-392(15dpiui) 
    #1 born December 2011
    TTC#2 - Beta #1 -51@10dpo Beta#2 -1353 @16dpo
    #2 born May 2013
    TTC # 3 June 2014 BFP 12-1-14
    #3 born August 2015 
    #4!!!!!!! due June 2017 
  • I am so sorry, Julie. I wish you the best of luck for this cycle!
    DS born 12/2011
    DD born 03/2014

  • I'm so sorry, Jules.  =,(  I know you won't give up, though and in just a few short weeks, you could have two beautiful lines staring back at you and a sticky little pumpkin growing inside of you.
    May, 2010, DH DX: Low Testosterone
    July, 2010, DH SA: 3% morph
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    BFP: 10/9/10 ~ My beautiful Grace Dorothy was born on 6/14/11
    Beta #1 (12 DPO): 111/24 ~ Beta #2 (16 DPO): 722/23 ~ Beta #3 (20 DPO): 3,338/15.3
    BFP: 11/14/11 ~ Spotting/Betas not doubling, but HB of 113 bpm @ 6 wks 1 day!
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  • I wasn't one of the lucky ones either.  I am so sorry.  I remember how horrible it felt.  ::Big huge hugs to you::
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    Sorry to hear that :( Sounds like a bottle of wine, a hot bath and some chocolate are in order!
    This. So sorry :(
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  • I'm sorry. :( Here's hoping for an October baby! ((hugs))
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  • Thank ya'll so much ladies I <3 you all! I don't know what I would do without this board!
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  • I had a chemical pregnancy last cycle and I have really bought into the whole "your more fertile after a miscarriage" mentality.  However, I am 12 DPO and I am losing hope with continual BFNs.  I totally know that when AF finally does show I will have a pity party for myself as well.  

    The only thing that gives me a little bit of comfort is knowing that when I get the baby I was always meant to have it will be worth the wait.  And my struggles will become a distant memory.  

    GL and I hope this is your lucky cycle!  Keep your head up! 

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    Baby Macy is here!

    12/09 - Macy (daughter) | 4/10 - Began TTC Baby #2 | 12/10 - Chemical Pregnancy | 1/12 - Miscarriage at 14 weeks | DX - PCOS & Hyperthyroidism
  • I am so sorry to hear about your struggle! Make sure to have a relaxing day and treat yourself to something!
    EDD - October 13, 2011 - Can't wait to meet our little one! BFP cycle BabyFruit Ticker pregnancy calendar
  • I am so sorry. 
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    Kylie 10/21/08
    Twin Ectopic - lost left tube 12/29/10
    Surprise BFP EDD 8/21/13
  • I'm so sorry. I hope October is your month.
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  • Im sorry : ( Wishing you the best of luck this cycle!
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  • I'm so sorry Julie :-( I hope that this upcoming cycle is it for you *Hugs*
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  • So so sorry hon.  Don't know how that must have felt.  Treat yourself kindly today.

    Good luck for next cycle.. :)

    IAmPregnant Ticker BabyFruit Ticker
  • I am so sorry, Julie :( Best wishes for an October baby.
  • Sorry you are having such a crappy day. Take two of theseBeer, and hit the sack - always makes me feel better. I hope Oct 2011 you are holding your baby also
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  • Sorry you are having such a crappy day. Take two of theseBeer, and hit the sack - always makes me feel better. I hope Oct 2011 you are holding your baby also
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  • Sorry you are having such a crappy day. Take two of theseBeer, and hit the sack - always makes me feel better. I hope Oct 2011 you are holding your baby also
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  • Sorry you are having such a crappy day. Take two of theseBeer, and hit the sack - always makes me feel better. I hope Oct 2011 you are holding your baby also
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