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12dp iui & I'm going crazy

nova & paulnova & paul member
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I was so excited and hopeful the first week past and now I'm going crazy. I just keep thinking that any day I will start spotting. Monday I'm to go in for my blood test and if I don't make it I think I will have a complete meltdown. I'm so tempted to just test and get it over with but I'm not sure I could handle seeing a negative :(

This is by far the worst 2ww ever! Do you all find the 2ww after iui/ivf to be harder than normal also?

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  • mishelemishele member

    I hear you.  I'm 11dpiui and going a little nuts.  I've been a little hopeful, but I'm a hope for the best, prepare for the worst kind of person so I've been preparing myself for a BFN.  I go in on Sunday for my beta and I'm debating POAS before then. 

    Good luck!  I hope you get your BFP!!

     

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  • angela2004angela2004 member

    I caved at 13dpiui and got a positive... until my blood test 14dpiui and it really was neg. I was SO happy then very upset. It was aweful. I am not saying that this will happen to you... but I have learned to just wait.

     Good luck!!!

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  • nova & paulnova & paul member
    imageangela2004:

    I caved at 13dpiui and got a positive... until my blood test 14dpiui and it really was neg. I was SO happy then very upset. It was aweful. I am not saying that this will happen to you... but I have learned to just wait.

     Good luck!!!

    This is the other reason why I'm scared to test! That's awful. I'm sorry you had to go through that.

     

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    imageangela2004:

    I caved at 13dpiui and got a positive... until my blood test 14dpiui and it really was neg. I was SO happy then very upset. It was aweful. I am not saying that this will happen to you... but I have learned to just wait.

     Good luck!!!

    This is the other reason why I'm scared to test! That's awful. I'm sorry you had to go through that.

     

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  • 99luftballoons99luftballoons
    I tested at 13dpiui, the day before my blood test and I got a BFN. I am really glad that I did, because I got to cry in privacy (which wasn't immediately, but a little later) as opposed to on the phone with the nurse while I was at work.  I think I'm going to do that again this time, because I think it's too overwhelming for me to have all my hopes pinned on that phone call.
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  • OCW2010OCW2010

    I told myself that I'd hold out until 15dpiui but of course tested at 11dpiui and got a BFN. I tested at 15dpiui and got a BFP, beta was BFP a day later but it ended in a c/p.

    This time around, I'm waiting until 14 or 15dpiui before testing.  the 11dpiui BFN really sucked.  =(

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  • andrea1103andrea1103
    I had a really hard time this past 2ww.  I test at 13dpiui because I wasn't spotting yet (which I usually do) and got a BFN.  Still had my hopes up that maybe it was too early and continued to drive myself crazy.  Almost made it to my beta but started spotting that morning and AF showed the next day.  So here I am starting a new cycle.  GL to you!  Hope this is your LAST 2ww!
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  • andrea817andrea817 member
    I feel your pain!  I'm 9 days post IUI & I'm already going crazy.  It seems like the first week after, I'm optimistic, & then the next week I'm just nervous.  I normally NEVER poas b/c I can't stand seeing it be negative, but last month I did, & I actually thought it was easier than getting AF at work & having to cry in the office bathroom.  I still haven't decided if I'll do that again this month or just wait it out.  The anxiety of waiting to see if AF is there or not every time I go to the bathroom does me in.
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